A Tail Between Two Wildcats (I Am Wildcat Fanfic) #Wattys2015

The Hardest of Words

I dedicate this chapter to my wonderful friends. And most importantly Katie. They are both my best friends!

Marcy's POV

I felt like I was stuck. I didn't know how to tell my brother. He had a kid when he was 17. I'm 22 and even though I'm not a teenager, I'm still young. My niece, my brother had a daughter, was a stillborn. I was there for her birth. She didn't move, cry, breathe. We were hurt. We grew to love her and to know she was taken away before we could spoil her scares me. I don't want to lose someone else I love. My niece, who would be turning eight today, was named Lily Rae Kohl. I know that if I had a daughter, I'd name her after my mom and niece. I didn't know my dad. If I had a son, I'd name him Hunter James. (A/N I'm going to make up a fake last name. I don't know Tyler's real last name) Hunter and Raven(or Rae for short) would have the last name Cheshire.

I was walking into Walmart. This may be the only time I do so. I normally go to a farmers market but today I wanted to pick out clothes. I wanted to go to Carter's, but it was to far. That would be for when I found out the sex of my baby. Tyler was at home studying. He had his finals this week. After he was done with finals, he'd get his grades and graduate. He has been working hard. I also thought that I should pick up pretzels, pickles and brownies. I've been craving them.

I walked over to the infant aisle. I got overwhelmed by everything I saw. If I had a girl, I could ask my brother for Lily's old stuff. She had been on my mind a lot. Not only her, but the fact that my brother and Piper broke up after her birth. They waited until they stopped mourning, of course, but regardless, they broke up. That was the heart breaker for me. They were having a daughter, they were going to be a family. Lily turns to be stillborn and they just split.

I decided to tell my brother over dinner. Maybe I'd make Italian beefs. Those were his favorite. I got all the ingredients. The beef, rolls, peppers, and mozzarella cheese. I had the spices and stuff like that at home. I thought for a minute, what would happen after Hunter or Raven was born. Would I school online and care for them at the same time?

In only a matter of seven months, I'd be a mother myself. That's right, I'm two months pregnant. I had my first appointment tomorrow. It was supposed to be last week but it was cold and icky outside. I thought that maybe if I waited to go I could get pictures.

As I was walking down the bread aisle, I got a text. It was from Tyler, it read, "Babe, I got a day off tomorrow. I want to go to the doctor's office with you." I was happy. He was supposed to have school and his last exam. It must have been cancelled. This was the first time life felt normal since I found out about a baby.

Tyler's POV

It was eight o'clock at night. David was coming over to eat with us. We were going to tell him about his new niece or nephew. Marcy was scared shitless. I loved her but the stress was overwhelming. I had been juggling school, and her, and work. I couldn't handle much more. Marcy's best friend, Quinn, was throwing Marcy a baby shower. Of course it would happen after we found out the sex.

David came over at eight thirty. He was in jeans and an old Blink-182 shirt. I missed having guy time. Him and I use to always hang out. Even before I knew Marcy. My brother grew up with him. Then my brother died in a car accident. We lost touch with that whole family. I never spoke to Marcy before I met her in class. Marcy said, "David, we have something to tell you."

"Yes?" David said placing his half eaten beef on the plate.

"Well, I hope you're not mad. Tyler and I are having a baby." She said.

"You're what?" David's eyes grew wide.

"Tyler and I are having a baby. If it's a girl, can we use Lily's old stuff?"

"Sis," he said heartbroken, "you guys are so young. Was it planned?"

"No," Marcy choked, "no it wasn't, that shouldn't matter we love him or her and want to giver it a life."

"I'm glad you guys get the chance to have something so amazing." David smiled. Something changed in his mind and he was happy. He got up and hugged us both. He also agreed to let us use Lily's stuff. No matter what, we had a crib, changing table, and dresser.

When David left, I vlogged. I vlogged about my life on YouTube slowing down. I told my fans that I was going to be a father and that I had a lot of responsibility. Most respected me and some called me immature. It didn't really affect me though. Their words couldn't hurt me. Marcy posted a picture of her belly on Instagram and a jar of Preggo sauce on Twitter. Her fans blew up. I laughed when she read everything. Life was really turning up for us... For good or for worse.

A/N- hey guys this was another filler chapter. I will be going on a trip to Alabama. That will give me enough time to write up a couple parts. Hope you enjoy this and I hope you guys can continue to be patient. Thanks!