Haram love

Forbidden love in the cave

After the pilgrimage and when we got back to being on our feet again in Mecca we ended up finding a cave where we can express our feelings and our love to each other. We would go out in the desert and spend the day in the desert and then night time time we would shelter in the cave, laying just on a rug cuddling and making love.  The key would be moon land or fire alert just like in the old days. She found this very romantic and pleasing. She was wondering why we shouldn't live in a cave in the first place.
We would watch the sunset in the cave and then go after make love. She was very tender with her lovemaking she always was as if she was timid I told her I was the one that should've been to Timid I was the virgin.  She would stroke my face the  outline on my face with Her fingers and hands as she kissed me tenderly yet passionately. Then she started to cry one night when she did this because she knew she did wrong. How was I going to convince her that she was only human and  that was the haram police were involved not her. 
"You did nothing wrong," I told her  "Farrah are you never did anything wrong"
"I know," She said sobbing but I couldn't help her from crying too much I thought he was going to go blind because she was crying so hard. I wanted to come for around my arms around her and Kister on the cheek told her I loved her. And those your system that was fucked up. I laid her down gently the leather finish off her crying until the crying stop by was able to come back. While I heard her howling in agony emotional agony I looked up and saw the horse and rider store near in the big dipper. I was sad and that such a God could create something so beautiful like this yeah cause so much turmoil to a person because of their own personal choices.
I to started to cry I wanted to marry this woman so badly you know her past was imperfect I still loved her when I came around and realize that he still loved me. When he was done crying I thought she was blind until I walked in she saw me with joy in her eyes and told me to sit down with her and she was going to satisfy me like Like no other person can satisfy me. She had intentions of making love right down in there even though she was going to cry again. I told her not to cry I stroked her face and want to tear off her cheek and kissed her cheek and then her lips deeply.
She held me in a brace so tired I thought I wasn't gonna be able to breathe and then she caressed me in places I never knew existed as if he has been at this before. Sooner I was the one that was crying when I because of pain or sadness but because of joy that I had my love back. Sarah was such a beautiful woman even though she was scarred about the face she was beautiful even though she did not wear make up anymore. She wanted to live a simple life. Do you want to live in the desert life. Or at least that's what he told me after we got married. 
I agreed with her that I wanted to live with her in the desert or at least in the cave and live a normal simple life. She was smiling and her eyes are smiling at me as well as we leaned in to kiss.  
"I love you aygul," she whispered as she kissed me. "You'll never know how much I love you 1000 times more than you'll ever now. We kissed for at least 10 minutes before we lay down and made love yet again. She kissed me in places I thought I didn't know existed again not just caressing the clothing off my back but also making love to me as a woman and a lover not as someone who is going to take advantage of me. 
"I think we should stay here where the religion police won't be able to find a receipt or safe Farrah."
She nodded in agreement and kissed me again. She said she wanted to taste her essence of her lovers lips. A one and kissed in her womanhood and I loved her deeply that she did came. One of my lips are dripping out of the absence of my lover she immediately grabbed my hair and kissed me.  She actually mono she kissed me that was the first time she ever did that.
"Did I Taste delicious to you." She asked. I have no qualms of saying no she was a very tasty person.   She wanted me to make love to her again that night until we fell asleep in each others arms. She told me that she wanted to continue teaching me how to say the Koran know how to memorize the Quran  as a woman, if she were allowed by me. I told her that she was able to make love to me and teach me anything she wanted to teach me. I was just happy to have my lover back and my Islamic teacher back.
We agreed on restoring the Koran to each other before our wedding and during our wedding.  Sarah was so happy to hear that that she googled quickly. I was just happy to hear that giggle again even though she didn't giggle as often as she should. Obviously she lived a very traumatic and painful life she can Giggle she asked me how to google.
I told her that giggling or is this something that's natural like eating or breathing or taking a bath. And I smiled at each other's as we realize the sun was coming up. We knew today was going to be a special day.