Haram love

Back in love again

When we were making love for the first time in five years Sarah actually said that she love me dearly and wanted me to be with her to live a simple life. Long gone are the days of her wanting to go to Mecca.  She thought she was unworthy of the pilgrimage to the holy city so she forgot all about it I was the one that brought it up and she didn't want it brought up. She said "that was my life's dream was to go and do the hajj to Mecca with habibi."  Yeah asked me if you can call me aygul once again or if I had a western name that I want by now. I told  that I was still under the name aygul For At least my mothers sake. And then I was going to change it after my mother would pass because I wouldn't think of seeing her again Farrah I mean.
She told me that she was proud that I can't my name and then gently tenderly and passionately Kisssed me in the mouth.   As And she was making love to me she did so in magical places I never knew were possible once again. I decided I was going to tell her that I was going to help her with protection from the king of Saudi Arabia and the Al-Qaeda if she wanted the help.
"Please," she begged as our foreheads touched on our nose is also tired she was crying so I have a lady that the tears are crapping on my cheeks as well as hers. She leaned in to kiss me I grabbed her and kissed her bark. I told her she was worthy of the pilgrimage he wanted to be. But then I got a downpour on my face from her tears. He was crying so hard she can focus on kissing me.  I just ran my fingers through her hair and told her everything was gonna be OK but she was going to be protected and safe and that she was loved.
"Thank you so much for excepting me back into your life and not sending me anywhere else that's evil" she said in a shaken voice.  That was one of the sorry to leave my job and only level was Farrah. Sarah wanted to open up another mosque in another town and to live the way she used to live without any worry but to still have me as her lover.  She said that she was done with Riyadh as it has caused her too much problems and made her pour from the beginning right down to now. She said that she wanted to move the Mecca as well so she wouldn't have to deal with problems with the people in Riyadh.
"Could you come with me to live with me in Mecca," she asked.
"Yes it's as if None of this bad stuff ever happened to you Farrah, i am promise that."I said you're holding her in my arms she was caressing my bosoms again and kissing them.    Oh how it felt good to have my love in my life and arms.  After he was done kissing my bosoms she Started to softly recite the Quran as I fell asleep. We slept in each other's arms that night and her dingy apartment with it moon lit and candle lit.
When she was done reciting the Quran she told me she also wrote a poem when she was in captivity a love poem to me.
My sweet hubby we how I love you
My desert rose how I want you
Sweet girl I am sorry for hurting you in such a manner
I have nothing but you in my heart
I hope you have nothing but me and your heart
As we are soulmates and lovers we went together since the beginning of time
Being reborn
To just love eachother.

The next day I would find out that she had a stash of love poems and she wrote for me to read one day. She was really the poems were really sad but poignant and loving. It showed that she was not a true terrorist but I see a wreck down like a 3000 people who died in that blast. I couldn't believe that all these years she was still in love with me and you and I wish you was called heartland and brainwashed Sarah still had room in her brain mind and heart heart for me. It broke my heart to know that she was in this much pain to begin with.
Farah was a woman who is a many traumas and pain in your life she had to deal with the loan shark she had to deal with an aborted baby at one point because they didn't want her there to be having a kid without being married first that what is it at age 13 hours on the eight at the time.   Then when she had her baby a boring that's why she realize she was lesbian instead of straight I think it was out of trauma that she became a lesbian.  
Her parents are wealthy at the time didn't want anything to do with her so they cast her to the slums in Riyadh instead of in the palace she was actually part of the royal family and it disturbs me that the king actually attacked her in such a manner that was on the fitting of the royal family not knowing that she was part of that. She has always been an outcast since the day she was born.  Or  that's what she said.  She told me she had no friends or anyone that took care of her not even her family wanted her. She was a brilliant and beautiful woman despite the scars on her face she was beautiful no one was meant to be perfect to begin with. She wanted to hug me and hold me and caress me as if she wasn't going to let me go again.
"Do you mind if we go to Mecca."