My Warrior [wanat's daughter] {DISCONTINUED}

❝Part Seven❞

TW - Self harm, bad thoughts, starvation/eating disorder mention of rape

It's a few days later and Darcy left last night. I'm slowly getting better from what happened but it's still difficult. My stomach is filled with self harm scars and I haven't eaten in a few days.

I know I said I wasn't going to let it slow me down but it's hard when you have nightmares every night because if it.

I felt worthless, and so violated. I was hoping that starving and hurting my self would help, but I doesn't. Right now I'm doing what I do everyday. Training.

I have been doing it a lot more but only in side. I'm too scared to go outside by myself. Even in the light. So I just train in the compound.

After I finished training - which I normally do for about two and a half hours - I walk up to my room to take a shower.

I love taking showers but the only bad thing is that the water makes my cuts sting but I live through it. I hop in the showers just to wash my body and wash the sweat off.

I get out of the shower. I didn't take long only like 5-7 minutes since I was just washing my body. I grab some shorts and a over size yellow 'sunkissed' shirt.

I put that on a grab a book off my book shelf. I decided to read 'Interview with the vixen'. I was a Archie Comic type book but like a "scarier" version.

Reading is something I always do so I'm always buying new books. Mama had to take my card away because I spent so much money in books.

Books help me escape reality into a fake world where nothing can go wrong. That why I always loved reading. Mimi said that when they got back from the mission there on right now her and Mama will start to train me so I can go on missions.

I read for about an hour when I heard something from outside the compound. I get up to see what it was but I got really dizzy.

I kept walking to my door but the last thing I heard before falling unconscious was the sound of the compound door opening and some one yelling. After that black consume my vision.

- N A T A S H A 'S P O V -

Everybody that went on the mission (so every one except for Hope) had just gotten back to the compound. We finished the mission early then we thought we would do that's good.

The QuinJet had just landed but Hope didn't come running out, which was already weird cause she always dose. I didn't think much of it and just kept walking.

Clint opened the door and called to Hope that we were home but she never came downstairs. I looked over at my wonderful wife, Wanda and saw she was panicking.

We both know when ever we come back from a mission she is always there to greet us. But not this time and I don't know why.

"JARVIS where is Hope?" I had to ask the AI because this compound is huge and would take a while to find her. "Ms. Hope is in her room Mrs. Romanoff." The AI answered back to me.

Why would she be in her room. What is she doing. "What is she doing in her room JARVIS?" I needed to know what моя любовь was doing in her room.

"It appears that ms. Hope is lying on the floor passed out." Passed out? Why would she be passed out. I thanked JARVIS and rushed to find Wanda.

"Babe? Babe? BABY? I found Hope. She's I her room passed out on the floor. Her door is locked I need you to use your powers to unlock the door." I explained to her.

She didn't hesitate to walk up to Hope's room and unlock tho door. When the door unlocked we both ran straight to where she was.

When we got to her she looked so pale and skinny. I picked her up and she was extremely light. Like an unhealthy type of light.

I ran straight to Bruce's lab. I set her down on the medical table and went straight to Bruce. "Please figure out what is wrong with my baby. I need to know why she was passed out.

Why is she so light and pale? Please Bruce." I begged Bruce to figure out what was wrong wrong with my baby. I never beg anyone but in this case I need to.

He nodded his head and started working right away. After 30 minutes I heard Bruce calling my name. "Ummm Natasha you may wanna come look at this."

I walk into the lab over to Bruce. He lifted up her shirt and I saw a bunch of cuts in her stomach. But that wasn't the only thing, I could see her ribs.

I gasp in horror and shock. Why would she do this? Scratch that I know I why she did this. When she called me because some guy raped her I knew I had to get the mission done quick.

I had to get home to my daughter. I had to make sure she knew I was here for her. Wanda had the same idea. We told everyone just so that they knew cause I had a feeling she would be scared or have PTSD from it.

"I need you to check for and ED or anything you can please just make sure my baby is ok." I begged walking out of the room. I had to tell Wanda.

I walked up to our shared room and saw Wanda in there reading a book. "Baby..." I said getting her attention. "Yeah? What's up?" After she said that I started telling her everything I saw with Bruce.

After I finished she was in shock. We knew we had to help our baby. And that what we are going to do. We are high to love her, help her, and so much more. She needed us and we will be there for her. Cause that's what parents do.

Be there for there children.

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Hi readers! Omfl this is the longest fucking
chapter I have made in this book so far. Like wow
also sorry this chapter is a little sad!
You wanna know something good though?
I'm 9 days clean from self harm! Yay!
Here's the music playlist for this book!