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new imessage from "loxie"

loxie
babes
are you okay
you haven't posted for a week
and you haven't called and chat
are you okay??!!!
seen
babes im coming over

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The knock at the door snapped me out of my trance, I was currently sitting on the floor in my living room halfway watching tv due to the blurry vision from all the crying.

I sighed as I stayed laid there waiting for the knocking to go away, and eventually it stopped but soon after it was a loud thud upstairs.

I ignored it and continued to lay there, this was my spot for the past week and I've been really comfortable here in my lonely. If it was an intruder I will welcome them with open arms, this pain feels like murder.

Nothing could separate me and my spot of loneliness, nothing.

I soon felt a pillow smash right into my face, I jumped up with a gasp.

Well apparently something could.

" You made me have to climb your fence and then up the side of the house! You're lucky I remember you keep your window unlocked in the morning".

Mahogany stands there breathing heavily clearly out of breath. I take my seat, and lay down on the couch.

" Why are you here"?

" You seen the messages, what happened"?

I tried to think about it and failed as soon as I felt the tears rush to my face again. " He didn't believe me". I said my voice letting out a crack, I haven't spoken this whole week to anyone actually.

"Aw baby". She comes to the couch lifting my head to rest it on her thighs. " Well he should, I know you wouldn't do that to someone". she rubs my hair more, " Some people don't deserve the love you give them".

I sniffle and unlock my phone turning it to mahogany so she sees the messages, I wait as she reads them trying to wipe my tears away before they roll under my chin.

" Oh wow, a break"! She groans, " It's final I don't stan him anymore".

I sit up, " I mean he's right though, why did I go and see shawn knowing if harry found out it would've hurt him".

"Because, you can't help but see the best in people.. that's just who you are you always want to give others another chance and no one can be mad at you for it".

I cry harder, " The more I think about it the more it hurts, shawn obviously set me up and Jen had to be in on it, the plan was to ruin my relationship and they've done it".

I sniffle and wipe away the tears, " I want to be mad but this is my own fault if only I hadn't been so mad and so desperate to get a answer out of him".

I pull my knees to my chest, " Babe how were you supposed to know, it's not your fault it's them who you blame they set you up they set the false preference it's on them". She bear hugs me, " I just wish harry would see that too I know how much you liked him".

I sigh, " I mean I could be being over dramatic because it's only a break but it just hurts being away from him especially after I got so close to him".

Mahogany nods, " He took a break because he still loves you and wants to calm things down before he comes back to you, a break dosent mean he dosent like you anymore".

I nod, " Youre right". I lay on her shoulder, " I just thought starting my career would've been better than this".

" I haven't talked to anyone for a week, I've been dead silent im sure my managers pissed".