🧑🏻 harry styles
started a dm chat with @camerondallas
harry
it's not her fault you know
cameron
no disrespect harry but why would i believe anything that you say ?
harry
it was a long night
she's been worried all week
she just needed a moment to breathe to get her mind off things
cameron
and that's what we were also planning to do
when we planned our date that she stood me up for
i just need time to think i can't be second to you all the time
harry
so she told you
cameron
told me what?
harry
about the almost kiss
it was nothing just two people caught in a moment
cameron
what
harry
but nothing happened
so don't be mad at her
cameron
i can't believe this
she didn't even tell me about it
harry
wait
im sorry then i didn't know that she
please
don't do anything stupid
read..
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Avery POV
Here I was for the first time all week laying in my bed, not talking to anyone, not doing anything just being left alone with my thoughts and that empty feeling of loosing my bestfriend and lover in one night.
Sure, we can call me dramatic. But this always happens to me. I find a good guy, things are going well and then it blows up in my face and it's always my fault.
I slowly turn to the side now noticing my buzzing phone, " Hello"? I sigh into the phone, " Hey Avs it's me, Harry". I jump up now alert, " Oh my gosh! Is everything okay? Do you need me to go down there"?
He laughs slightly then cuts it short, " I have something to tell you". I sink back against my headboard, " Okay".
" Promise you won't freak out"? I groan, " Please just tell me, I haven't had the best day yesterday and im sold out on surprises right now". I say as I shake away the memories trying to come back to mind for me.
" I told cam". I jump up, " Told him what harry"? I crossed my fingers hoping he wouldn't say what I thought he would say and that he would bring up maybe something stupid we did years ago or me starting at comments anything but not what I think he might say.
" About the almost kiss". My face falls in shock, hearing Harry call out my name but it felt like my world was spinning. Cameron was already mad enough as is, I don't know how he'd take the news.
" How"? Harry starts, " I was wanting to help you, so I texted cameron apologizing and asking that you don't be blamed, but in the process told him about yesterday I thought that's why he was mad".
I shake my head softly, " No he was mad because I stood him up for my ex, this will be worse".
Just then I heard knocking on my door, " I'm sorry I just wanted to make it better". Before harry could start another sentence, I swung open my front door exposing cameron in the front of it.
" Sorry I have to go". I hung up the phone as I stared at the man in front of me, a million thoughts and feelings running through my body at once, causing it to be a slight tingle to me.
He fishes his hands out of his pockets, now talking with them. " I was wondering if we could talk"? The world's most dreaded words, but I did bring this upon myself. " Sure, come in". I let him in closing and locking the door right behind him, and then making my way to the couch.
Many words wanted to come out of my mouth at once, but I thought it would be best to let him talk first.
" I talked with harry earlier today, he was asking me to forgive you about the whole hospital thing". I nod slowly, " I didn't ask him—". Cameron interrupts, " He did it because he loves you, but that's besides the point he also mentioned something about an almost kiss"?
I nod slowly, unsure of what to say I go with the most obvious. " Yeah, I was going to—". Cameron starts again, " Sorry I don't want to cut you off, can I express how I've felt in the past few hours ?"
" Yeah, that's fine, go ahead". I faintly smile, Cameron clearing his throat he says, " To imagine a night where it felt like I was loosing you was the last thing I imagined yesterday, but I've been trying to hard to be the best boyfriend. To be supportive to show you im there, because you need someone like that for you and yesterday I seen that all go down the drain."
He sighs, " I don't want to be dramatic or jealous, but I know you still love harry. I seen it in the way you dropped everything and came, and how you've been at his bedside since then. But I love you so much, that it didn't matter if you spend that time with him just as long as you're coming back to me and communicating with me. Yesterday pulled out a lot of my doubts in that moment, and my insecurities if im being honest".
My eyes widen but only slightly, im not used to honest communication that im having a hard time placing a feeling to it.
" You not communicating to me, made it seem that there was actually something to hide, a reason you didn't want me to know. In which I assumed it was because I was already mad, but for you why didn't you tell me in that moment, why would you want to kiss him back? I know you love him, but do I stand a fighting chance?"
My mouth parts slightly, staring back at the boy in front of me who's just gave it all he's got to be honest with me, im at a loss for words. I love cameron, I've known him all my life and I love harry he's been there for me through many things and he's the one ex I could never shake.
One part of my heart wants the one who's willing to fight for me, and right now that question feels hard to answer for some reason.
Cameron starts up again, " Who will it be, me or harry"? He asks, trying his best to hide any emotion, making his face hard to read.
" I, uhm-".
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Hey yallll! Sorry I know I've been Mia, but I thought as a Christmas surprise I'll drop chapter 30!! Have a great Christmas and nice time w fam!
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