phobia (sequel to insomnia) | stray kids ff

zone 40: dance

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time for the two posts a month that i promised luvs

Yeji's POV

I watch Hyunjin through the doorway of Jae's office as he holds Hana's hand. His eyes are full of tears as he stares at the unconscious Hana. I gently knock on the door to interrupt and he glances over at me with a frown.

"I brought you some food," I say and put the tray of food on the table in the room. "How are you doing?" I stare at my brother as he silently sulks.

"I'm glad I killed them," he says in an angered tone. "They touched her... He almost..."

"It's okay, you don't have to talk about it," I stop him and he sighs. "You've been with her all night, you sure you don't want to go shower or something?" He shakes his head which I saw coming. He would never leave her side. "I'm glad you both are still alive," I tell him.

"I'm sorry, we couldn't tell Lucy," Hyunjin apologizes and I shake my head.

"It's okay, we will tell her once Hana is awake and back on her feet," I reassure him. "I think you should go thank Jiah and her friends though," I tell him. "Especially Jiah. Felix told me it was hard for her to return there but she did it to help save Hana even though she barely knows her." Hyunjin nods, keeping that in mind.

"I owe them my life," Hyunjin mutters and looks back at Hana.

"You and Wonyoung are done, I assume?" I ask and Hyunjin sighs. "I can't believe she betrayed all of us."

"I don't even want to talk about her," Hyunjin says and rubs his face in frustration. "I'm such a fucking idiot," Hyunjin says in disgust. "I lost all this time with Hana and she had to go through all of this pain because of me."

"Hyunjin, none of this was your fault," I tell him. "It's just that you had a psycho girlfriend and your guys' timing sucked," I say honestly. Hyunjin nods and squeezes Hana's hand.

"How is Lucy? I'm sorry she had to give a blood transfer," Hyunjin apologizes, knowing that Lucy hates needles. The only blood that could save Hana was Lucy's and I knew that. At least Lucy didn't have a lot of blood taken from her, she is resting in our room now.

"She's okay," I say. "Jihyo told me that I have to go out with some of the guys to find Jinyoung and everyone."

"I hope they're okay," Hyunjin sighs and runs his fingers through his hair.

"They're smart," I try to calm him down. "I'll be back," I smile and give Hyunjin one last hug before I go leave.

Hyunjin's POV

I watch my sister leave and slowly look back at Hana who probably doesn't know I'm here with her. I grab her cold hand again and it sends a shiver down my spine. There is another knock at the door and I see that it is Changbin. He has his hands in his pockets as he stands in the doorway watching us from afar. He looks like he has just been through shit too.

"How are you doing, bro?" Changbin says in a low voice and I purse my lips and shrug, not having much to say. "I'm glad you're okay," He says and I nod in agreement. I only got a few blows to my head but they didn't hurt me as much as they hurt Hana. I stare at the bruises all over her body which makes my heartbreak.

"I'm so worried about Jisung," Changbin rests his body on the wall as he speaks to me. I remember that Jisung was with Jinyoung when they left. It was him, Jinyoung, Sana, Momo, Taeyong, and Jaehyun.

"Are you leaving to find them too?" I ask curiously, hoping he stays safe if he is. Changbin sighs and shakes his head which surprises me.

"Jihyo said I should rest since I've been out a lot," Changbin explains. "Most of 127 is going and they're a strong group. Did they do anything to Hana?" Changbin asks.