'Di Masabi

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9:38 PM

Perrin:
Is it true?

MM:
I'm sorry

Perrin:
Tell me your truth
Because I'd believe you
Over my brother
Even over my own father

MM:
What do you want to hear?
I think we already both knew the answer

Perrin:
Then tell me
Sabihin mo
Gusto ko sa'yo manggaling

MM:
Yes.

Perrin:
Are you really going to marry him?

MM:
Do I have any other choice?

Perrin:
Why was fate never on our side?
I don't even know what to feel...
Or what to say anymore...
I left my life in Paris just so I could be with you again
And this... this is what I got

MM:
I'm sorry

Perrin:
Is sorry really all you could offer?

MM:
Then will you run away with me?
Will you say yes if I asked you to marry me?

10:11 PM

MM:
And maybe we're both just the same
Both afraid to answer the questions that we both know will make a big change in our lives.
Bakit hindi mo masabi na oo?
Because like me you're scared too
And we both know we're not yet ready for the life we wish to live together

Perrin:
Everything's a mess
I'm a mess

MM:
Just say the words...
And I won't marry him
I'll fight for you

Perrin:
What if there's nothing left to fight for, Mary?

MM:
Are you giving up on me?

Perrin:
Everytime I try to take a step forward
Someone makes you take five steps backward
And with that, I can never catch up
I can never keep up
I can never get close to that

MM:
Then is that it?
Is this it?

Perrin:
What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
If you run away with me, do you think I can give you a comfortable life? Do you think I'll be able to provide for our needs?

MM:
Just say yes...
Tell me that it's over for you
That what we had is over
And that you're done with me

Perrin:
Fuck the whole world
Fuck the image they're trying to protect
Tangina nilang lahat

MM:
It would be better if you come back to Paris
That's your life
And I hope, you can find someone better than me there because that's what you really deserve.

Perrin:
But I don't need better, Mary...
I fucking need you

MM:
And you're confusing!
You don't want to let me go, yet you can't even fight for me or even try to stand up for me
I know that this was all on me, it was my fault, it was my decision to help him that night that lead to this.
But all I need is just an assurance.
An assurance that you still love and want me in your life, because I'll fight for this, just tell me if that's what you want.
And I'll do that.
My brother's willing to support me...

Perrin:
If I do this, I want to do it right
I want to be with you
But not like this... not with our families behind our backs
We both know that this will be a bigger mess if we do this, if we rebel and run away together...
If you choose to marry me...

MM:
It's just easy to say "no", Perrin.
And I'll accept it

Perrin:
I'm sorry
I still don't have the courage to do this
To fight for you
What's happening is bigger than what we have right now

MM:
Just say no.

Perrin:
You know that I love you
But I just don't know how I can fucking get you out of this situation

MM:
So it's a no then
You made me happy
And I think, you're the best I'll ever have
Thank you for at least giving me a chance even when all I did was hurt you and choose him over you before
But now that I'm finally choosing you, it somehow hurt that you can't choose me back... and now, I know how you felt.

12:01 AM

MM:

Maybe we can be together again, just not in this lifetime.
Someday somewhere at some place where we can both finally say all the words and feelings we didn't get to express and say.
At gusto kong humingi ng tawad
Dahil hanggang sa huli, hindi ko nasabi.

READ 12:02 AM