The Truth Untold //TAEKOOK\\ //JIKOOK\\

CHAPTER - 12

*Mentions of self harm and self abuse,  trigger warning. Please read at your own risk. Please don't do the mentioned self harm either. This is purely only for fiction purposes , these are mentioned.*

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Meanwhile back in Jungkook’s room

“Yo, this is suga”, suga spoke to the phone.

“Hey, Jimin here”, Jimin responded.

“I only have one thing to say to you. Break Jungkook’s heart or hurt him in anyway and you’re dead. And I aint even joking. I will actually break all your bones. I’ll hand over to tae now.” Suga spoke and handed over the phone to taehyung without even waiting for Jimin to respond.

Meanwhile with Jimin, “phew that dude was scary" Jimin thought.

“Hello? Hello...?” Jimin asks confused by the silence.

Taehyung takes a deep breath, “Hey there, I’m taehyung" he spoke.

“Hey taehyung, it’s nice to talk to you. I hear you are jungkook’s favourite?” Jimin asks.

Yeah, and you stole him from me you asshole. Huh ... what? Uhm mm.

“Heheh”, taehyung laughed awkwardly not knowing what to say.

But to taehyung’ s surprise, Jimin managed to keep the conversation going, he talked to him about his high school life and uni life and taehyung actually found himself enjoying the talk.

No wonder jungkook is happy with him, he thought.

Finally, they cut the call.

And Jungkook and Jin came back like nothing happened and started doing their work.

Taehyung was annoyed so he didn’t talk to Jungkook. And jungkook was way too busy thinking about Jimin that he didn’t even notice the fact that taehyung hadn’t even uttered a word to jungkook in the last 2 hours.

He was happy that they all liked Jimin. Anyways he didn’t know what was going on with taehyung, so he decided to keep quiet and give him his personal space.

Little did he know that this only fuelled up taehyung even more.

Ding Donggggggg

Jungkook went to open the door and saw that his mother had ordered pizza for them to eat since she was working.

They were very hungry since they didn’t bother eating lunch and it was already evening by now.

He called the others down and they sat around the table eating their slices.

Jin noticed that taehyung wasn’t talking to Jungkook, while Jungkook was in his dreamland and focused on math.

“Tae, what’s wrong? Why do you look so gloomy?” Jin used this opportunity to question taehyung.

Jungkook also diverted his attention to taehyung who was sitting beside him.

“Because he is jealous of Jimin" suga says and chuckles.
Taehyung glared at him.

“What? I was just joking. Jeeez" suga says still laughing.

“You, okay?” Jungkook quietly asks taehyung, shifting closer to him.

Taehyung looks up into his eyes and smiles, “I’m okay kook".
Jungkook smiled back and continued eating his food.

After eating they put away all the stuff and bid Jungkook goodbye, hugged him and left.
Jungkook’s mother comes in after work and starts to make dinner.

Jungkook goes to take a shower and freshen up. After he was done, he wanted to call Jimin. But insecurities filled his mind. So, he decided against it.

So, he laid in his bed and stared at the blank ceiling and started thinking, He hoped Jimin wouldn’t leave him like everyone else. It would be too much. He felt like he should talk about it to Jimin today, tell Jimin all about his past. Even if it’s only to assure himself.

Jungkook had lots of past relationships, but they all ended up leaving him because he didn’t give in to them for any kind of sexual needs. He always wanted to wait till his marriage, because according to him what if his fiancé ran away the day before the wedding. Even without connecting with his past boyfriends this much, he still felt way too heartbroken when they left. He could only imagine how it would feel if he broke up with someone after he gave them his all.

No matter what anyone said or did, Jungkook always blamed himself, thinking it’s because he was ugly and that’s when he found relief by self-harming himself. He always made sure to do it on his upper arms and always wear shirts that would cover it. No one and I mean no one will know his little secret.

Thinking about all this made him depressed, he slowly stood up and walked to his cupboard and opened a drawer and took out a blunt blade. He knew he wouldn’t want it to over bleed, so he kept it blunt.

He started cutting his arms, making long cuts from where blood started to drip slowly, when he was on his 3rd cut, his phone started ringing.

He walked back to his bedside and picked his phone up to see a missed call from Jimin.

For a moment he forgot about all the cuts and forgot the fact that the blood was now showing through his sleeve.

Fuck, he muttered.

He went to bathroom and washed it and put a small band aid and changed his shirt and jumped on the bed.

Taking his phone, he called Jimin.

“Hey babe, where were you?” a happy Jimin sounded from the other side.

“I-I was just laying down and thinking.” Jungkook responded.

“Oh. Are you okay?” Jimin asked.

“I guess I am.”

“Are you sure baby? What happened? You know you can tell me anything right. Trust me baby. What is it?” Jimin asked.

“First, you have to promise me that you wont ever break my heart. I can’t take it anymore.” Jungkook started crying softly.

“Baby why are you crying? I won’t break your heart. Hell, I'll never leave you my kookie" Jimin lied.

“Well, I want to tell you about my past and you can tell me yours too, that is if you are comfortable only. I’m not gonna force you or anything.” Jungkook said.

“Yeah, baby I’ll tell you. But first I wanna hear my loves , words. What do you wanna tell me? Go ahead I’m all ears.”

Jungkook smiled thinking how happy he was that he met Jimin who is very understanding and caring. He just hoped and wished his nightmare wouldn’t come true.

Little did he know what was in store for him.

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