Thread. || Another Onision Fanfiction (ON HOLD)

2- How'd You Know?

(Caraphernelia by Pierce The Veil ^^)
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Angelina's POV

Everything in mind mind has been running wild, with my only escape being music and youtube. I don't want to talk, I never have really, just never had a good reason to; but now I do.
I don't understand why they didn't just leave me in that ballroom to die. I really don't get it. I already lost Mitch Lucker, most of my family members, and one of my best friends, Jake, and it never helped that I was already depressed because of my horrible life. I just sat in my room all day long, damn it's already 2:30, I really am the lazy person I always saw myself as. The saddest thing is, when it all started, nobody knew, nobody knew I self-harmed, nobody knew I hated myself, nobody knew I wasn't accepted for who I am. So before I kinda tell you everything, even though I'm talking to myself because I'm a psychopath, I just want you to know, I'm just some normal teen who wants to be accepted for what she likes and dislikes.

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Greg's POV

"I love you Laney, but I have to get going now." I told my soul mate. Her beautiful eyes got to me every time I try to leave. I had to constantly remind myself to not stare directly at them when I said my goodbyes. This girl, Angelina, I can't stop thinking of how I need to get there, how I need to help her. It's just I don't exactly know what I'm going to say or do when I get there. Ya' know I'm not some therapist, but I've been though some tough shit in my life.
So I really hope I can help her.

As I kissed Laney for the last time, I couldn't get a grip on things. My life just got back to normal, I mean I get mood swings all the time, but that's totally normal for a human being to have, right? I loaded my luggage, and sat in the closest seat to the window as possible. My earbuds were in my ears blasting In The End by Black Veil Brides and I was already drifting to sleep. Dang, the plane hasn't even left yet, no doubt about it,
I was tired.

--- After the plane ride

Something shook me awake, God know what though. I finally got through the crowded area and to the Starbucks in the airport. I never go to Starbucks,
weird.
But honestly, I needed a coffee; really bad. As soon as I was done with my coffee and things finally cleared up, as I could see the actual floor again, I called a cab and was off to my hotel.
Sigh.
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Cabs are never fun for me. I hate everything about them. The drivers, the smell, the color. Just everything about them disturbs me. Hey, I have a problem with taxis, don't judge. I finally knew what I was going to do, I was going to go to my hotel, stay overnight, since it's already six-thirty, get up at eight, do whatever till twelve, call Mrs. Gortes and go to their home, and figure things out after that. I can seem to figure things out pretty quickly considering the drive is only five minuets from the airport to the hotel. All of a sudden the vehicle I was in came to a stop, snapping me out of my thoughts. The line in the hotel was long and all that was on my mind was that I had to pee and if I got out of line I was going to lose my place, and assuming I had around twenty something people behind me and about twenty something people ahead of me, I was not losing my spot.
Great.
Just great.

Angie's POV

My mom has been acting really strange lately, I wonder if she is keeping something from me.
Oh well I'm used to it by now.
Ever since everything has happened I've had a lot of time off off school and I don't really think I'm going back, but now it's been a week since everything and I've already caught up on my favorite shows, Supernatural and The Walking Dead, so I have nothing to do anymore. Writing is the thing that keeps me going, but when you write for five hours straight for fun, yeah, it can give you some major hand cramps. None of my favorite YouTubers have posted anything new yet, and I have been just laying on my bed,

Starring at the ceiling,

Listing to Ronnie Radke's voice,

Doing absolutely nothing.
God damn I'm lazy. Well that explains my chunky legs. Its about 12:37 right now and I'm bored as fuck. All of a sudden my phone rang, yay more people that's just what I need. I looked at the caller ID and of course, Jake. I ignored it like usual. After everything he blames himself, as he should, and checks on me everyday, I just don't really want to talk to him right now though, have guys ever heard of personal space?
God, I swear he is really getting on my nerves and I'm not in the mood for: 'Oh Angie I'm so sorry, it was all my fault, please forgive me!' And: 'Are you okay?'
No I'm not okay I tried to commit suicide more than once, do I sound okay? I stuffed my face in my pillow and screamed hoping my mom wouldn't hear. After that there was just this silent moment and I just sat there,
quiet.
After that I was fed up with myself and grabbed my laptop.
Ahh, the sweet smell of Youtube, well you can't exactly smell YouTube unless your a really big fangirl like me.
After watching, I don't even know how many Capndesdes videos, I of course had to watch the one and only Onision. Man it's been awhile since I watched one of his videos, huh and I call him my idol. I was laughing so hard I couldn't hear that there was another voice in the living room besidemy moms. That whole time he was downstairs talking to my mother and I was upstairs laughing my ass off because of something he said in a video.
Wow.
I'm such an idiot.
My door was wide open of course because my mom won't let me close them anymore. I got really cold in my room so it was actually nice to get some heat from the hallways. Sometimes I feel as though the cold is choking my sanity. I started laughing really hard while watching Onision's video on teenager fails, when something happened,

"So you really like my videos, don't you?" A voice came from my door, I slowly looked up already knowing who it was.

"What? How did you get in here? More importantly how do you know who I am?"
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I finally updated guys, sorry it's been forever, I've been really busy with my Deastiel fanfiction I've been working on.
So I'm going to keep this short and say goodbye.
~ The Outcast