Musical Inspiration:
Bound to you - Christina Aguilera
"If you walk away I will suffer tonight..." Don't let me go so easily. Can't you see that I'm suffering here? I can't be without you.
I need you more than I ever thought i would. Except you seem to be giving up on me too fast. Time...it's all I need. Just give me enough time to get used to being without you.
Just don't walk away without looking back; my heart won't be able to take it...unbearable. I had a feeling this day would come. Where we would separate and go our own ways, but I didn't think it'd be so soon.
Nothing could have prepared me for the moment where you walked out of my life, not even caring enough to give me a warning. Now all I see is your retreating form; getting further and further away from me.
Oh how I wish I could anchor you back to me. All these mixed emotions. Not wanting you to pleading with myself for you to stay within my presence.
Why I keep going back and forth isn't clear. I wish I could decide on just one, but when I feel as if I do...and decide that it's best for me to let go of you; you force yourself back into my life and intrude all of my thoughts, making me change my mind to wanting you to stay.
Why does this have to be so complicated? I don't regret meeting you. No not at all...but I can't help but feel a little remorseful for falling for you.
You're a player, I should've known better, I should've stayed away, I should've kept my walls up and never let them come crashing down on me...but it's too late for all that now.
It's already happened and there's no chance that I could ever change it. Im haunted everyday with the decisions I've made, no matter how hard I try to let them go they seem to be engrained into my memory forever. I've "[risked] it all...[have] I come this far to fall?..."
