I Swear I'm Going To Murder Him

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TW: Talks about sexual assualt, mental abuse


I'll murder him for being a man,

For living his life, I'll murder him.

I'll murder him for being oppressive,

Trying to tell me how to live, I'll murder him.

I'll murder him for saying no,

For rejecting me, I'll murder him.

I'll murder him for his presumptions,

For calling me a whore, I'll murder him.

I'll murder him in broad daylight,

And it will be his fault that I murdered him.

I'll murder him at midnight in the bleak light,

If he wasn't out so late, I wouldn't have murdered him.

I'll murder him in our bedroom,

I'll coerce him into saying yes, so I can murder him.

I'll murder him for refusing sex,

For not giving me what I want, I'll murder him.

I'll murder him for how he looked, saying

If he didn't wear that, I wouldn't have murdered him.

I'll murder him for trying to leave, to leave me,

For trying to leave this love, I'll murder him.

I'll murder him while blaming him,

It was his fault I murdered him.

I'll murder him for existing,

He was in the right place at the wrong time, I'll murder him.

I'll smile sweetly at everyone and say

"It was his fault I murdered him."

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