White Tulips

Chapter 9

On the screen, in front of a ring light she had set up at her home, Lim Jukyung stood with a gummy smile and a warm welcome.

"Ahn-nyong-se-yo everyone. This is Lim Jukyung here with a new make up tutorial for all of my beautiful viewers. Uh, today I have a new kind of tutorial for you all. But before we begin, there is something that I think has been on all of our minds that needs to be addressed."

Jukyung motioned to someone standing behind the camera to come forward. Kang Sujin entered the frame awkwardly, not knowing where exactly to look. The way Jukyung had set up her studio for this live event was to have the camera, the mirror with the ring light and her laptop screen facing her so that she could do her make up while also reading the comments. And while Jukyung was used to having all of this equipment focused on her, Sujin was not.

"Introduce yourself." Jukyung said softly, nudging Sujin with her elbow.

"Ah, yes." Sujin cleared her throat. "Ahn-nyong-se-yo everyone. I'm Kang Sujin." She waved robotically while staring in the camera like a deer caught in the headlights.

Jukyung couldn't help but laugh. "Yah, Kang Su, are you afraid of the camera?"

"Ah-neeeee, it's just so unnatural." Sujin quickly countered.

"Don't worry, the camera doesn't bite." Jukyung put an arm around her friend's waist. "Okay everyone now that my friend Kang Sujin is here we can talk about the recent—"

"Lim Ju, maybe we shouldn't do this." Sujin interrupted anxiously.

"Huh? But it's already live." Jukyung pointed at the camera.

"What?" Sujin's eyes widened in panic.

Jukyung continued, "So everyone, as you all may have heard, Sujin and I went to the same high school together. However, before that I attended another high school where I was bullied for my looks. Sujin and I did not know each other back then and she had nothing to do with that part of my life so the allegations that she bullied me are completely false. That was another person and that person is no longer in my life."

Sujin cut in, "However, it is true that I revealed Jukyung's past to our school and posted an unflattering video of her online."

Jukyung nodded, looking serious. "I won't lie and say it was easy for me to have that happen. But... both of us have changed since then. We have grown up and grown past that time."

The girls took each other's hands in solidarity.

Jukyung continued, "I'm not the girl I used to be. Neither is Sujin. And while she did do something wrong... I've forgiven her. I would rather remember the good times we shared..." The time that Sujin caught that pervert, the time she helped rescue Jukyung from those kidnappers, the time she helped hide Jukyung's bare face on the school trip. All of these memories flashed back in Jukyung's mind. "There are things that I wish I had done differently too. I wish had been more confident in myself and honest about who I really was. I wish I had stood up for myself earlier. But the past is the past, and I would rather focus on the present."

"Everyone, I am grateful for all of the love and support you showed to me. I know bullying isn't something you get over easily and I saw a lot of you comment about the bullying that you suffered. I am grateful you shared your stories with me. I hope we can take this opportunity to help each other heal rather than put someone down." Jukyung looked at Sujin. "Now you."

Sujin recited nervously, "Ah. Ahn-nyong-se-yo everyone. I'm Kang Sujin."

Jukyung giggled. "We've done that already."

"Oh, yes. Um... I uh..." Sujin took a pause to collect herself. "Let me be the first to say that I'm not a nice person—"

"Yah!" Jukyung protested but Sujin carried on.