DRUNKEN START.✔️

𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯.

"my hannie."

"what the fuck. i feel single."

jisung said as he sat down with seungmin, felix, and jeongin. the older boys were sat together while the younger ones were sat in one table.

seungmin was telling them about how hyunjin and him was in a relationship. but he asked to keep it private from people and only them should know.

jeongin and felix were hugging eachother with felix cuddled up to jeongin as jeongin held felix tight.

well, jisung was there. with envy growing in his stomach. he usually didn't care when changbin and chan would be cuddly but now all of his friends were in a relationship

jisung wanted that too. jisung wanted that with minho.

yes, he wanted that kind if relationship with the elder. ever since they've become fuck buddies, his feelings grew for minho. at first, he didn't like minho that way. he just wanted to be sexual with him.

but every time they finished having sex, minho would take care of jisung. he would clean him up, praise him, baby him, cuddle him, and sometimes he would treat jisung with food.

minho was the man of jisung's dream.

and luckily for jisung, minho feels that way too.

"how the fuck do you guys get into relationships so easily."

"trust and communication is key." seungmin said

"ah, that's where i'm missing."

"jisung are you still scared of getting into a relationship because of what happened?" felix added.

jisung stayed silent until he answered with a nod. felix frowned and jeongin felt bad too. seungmin was confused but he knew what happened since he would see jisung with mysterious bruises.

"jisung you know minho hyung's not like that." jeongin said.

"h-how do you know i like minho?"

"you guys are fuck buddies but your face is easily readable."

"oh..i don't know i'm still scared of getting attached to someone."

"i promise you, not every relationship is like that okay?"

jisung nodded feeling a little bad about the memories of his past relationship.

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minho pushed jisung to the wall, their lips still connected. it was afterschool and jisung was hungry for minho. the whole day he kept missing the older because of their conversation on the lunch table.

jisung kissed minho hungrily, cupping the older's face to deepen the kiss. minho had his hands on jisung's hips running his hands down to jisung's thigh slowly.

jisung whined at the cold feeling of minho's fingers on his bare thighs. jisung was only wearing a big t shirt making his thighs and collarbones visible.

minho pulled away and started to kiss jisung's neck and collarbone, starting to suck it, knowing that it would leave a mark. jisung moved his hands up to minho's hair tugging softly as he felt tingles
running up his body.

minho pulled away and looked at jisung, he then started to caress jisung's cheek softly. jisung was confused since minho had never stopped in the middle of marking jisung.

"you're so beautiful hannie."

minho said as he looked at jisung's eyes with sincerity and love. jisung started to feel himself tear up.

he never felt cared for by someone the way minho cared for him. minho would always compliment him but it's the first time that jisung could see the look in minho's eyes when he said how beautiful he was.

a tear slipped from jisung's eyes and minho saw it, his eyes widen. thinking that he had hurt the boy in some way, he pulled jisung into a hug.

"hannie, what's wrong? why are you crying?"

jisung then cried harder, tears flowing from his eyes. he doesn't know why, but minho's presence and his gentleness just overwhelmed jisung.

minho then pulled away and sat jisung on the bed. he kneeled down and took jisung's hands and caressed it.

"hannie...talk to me please, let hyung help you."

"i-i like h-hyung s-so much, b-but i'm s-scared that y-you're g-going to be like him."

"hannie we've talked about this, we can be more when you're ready."

"b-but i don't want to hurt you by making you w-wait."

"hey, hey it's okay. i would wait for you no matter how long it takes. you truly have no idea how special you are for me. i'm not gonna give up on you easily."

"i-i wanna be with you, i wanna be more with hyung. i want hyung to l-love me."

"are you saying that you want us to be more?"

jisung nodded. he didn't want minho to wait for him and he hoped that minho is patient with him because he tends to remember the memories.

"okay then i'll be yours. i'll learn to love you more okay? i'll be patient with you. i will care for you. i promise you, i will treat you better than he did okay?"

jisung nodded as he pulled minho into a tight hug.

"and remember baby,

i'm not him."

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(mf this is way longer than i expected. ITS EVEN LONGER THAN SEUNGJINS CONFESSION LMAO.)