Chapter 2

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Yujin's POV

The school bell rings indicating that the class has ended, I pack my stuff as I see Minju hopping towards her friends, I quickly get my bag onto my shoulder and go out of the class. 

'I knew she wouldn't care about me as soon as the class ended.' I scoff at the thought of even having a slight chance. I look around the hallway, I look through the passing windows on my left, the sunlight slightly blinding me from each window i look at, I think of all sort of things 'Yujin why do you keep fighting, why are you in this forsaken, dumb world, You're a failure.' 

The voices in my head won't go away, they keep on tugging me down to this low-self esteem. I look to my left, seeing red lockers placed in a straight line into the wall, stretching across the long hallway. 'Kill yourself, why even try failure, keep fighting and you'll be dead slut!. The voices won't leave me, they keep on coming back only to haunt me.

 "Appa, come back to your old self" I mumbled lightly to myself as I kept on walking, a tear ran down my cheek, I wiped it with my last will, my last pride, my last time to keep the voices away. 

"Yujin don't do it to yourself... fight back." My tears drop faster as I walk, I try to wipe them away but they keep on coming, I stop on my track looking out the last window on that hallway, I see the same tree making me feel relax, I stare at it at the same time as i wipe the last tears on my eyes. 

I get my composure back and continue to walk back with a frustrated yet sad frown on my face. I reach the cafeteria, getting in line as I think of one person. 'That extrovert really tried to speak to me, who does she actually think she is.'

 The line dispersed in front of me, I grabbed a tray, I looked at the several types of dishes in front me, I picked the ones that resemble my life, the sad, boring ones. I grab myself a milk cartoon having somewhat hope left in me. I grab the tray with me and go to the corner of the huge cafeteria and sit myself down next to a window in the corner. Being the only person there, I sighed and started eating my boring food very sluggishly.

3rd Person's POV

Within the crowded cafeteria, another pair were lining up for their food. "Where would you like to sit?" a girl asks Minju, the cheerful girl. Eyes zooming around the proximity, her eyes land on someone familiar. "Hey Chaewon? I hope you don't mind if I don't join you and the others," she said to her friend, who moved up the queue. "Why's that?" the girl, now known as Chaewon asked curiously, only to get a shrug from Minju, "saw someone I'd like to speak to." Chaewon got the message and approved of her decision. 

The two managed to progress through the queue and order their food, Minju getting a water bottle along with a sandwich. The two split up, with Minju making her way towards her target's destination. Once she arrived, she placed her stuff on the table, before sitting and down and greeting the target with a quick, "hello."

Yujin looked up at Minju, very displeased at her, she didn't want anything from her at the moment, she looked back at her tray, picking up a small portion of it on her fork and proceeded to put it in her mouth, chewing on it very tiredly.

"No hello?" Minju pouted, but quickly replaced with a smile, "well that's fine I suppose." She took a bite out of her own food, "So.. what lesson do you have next?" she asked with interest, hoping that small talk would make her more talkative.

Yujin looks back at Minju with an unamused look, she quickly looks out the window trying to ignore another voice, just not inside her head. She looks at the beautiful scenery, she sees some squirrels and some beautiful leaves falling from the leaves in the distance. She sighs and looks back at Minju, "None of your business." Her smile is sour and bitter, almost in a mocking way.

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