Hating You From The Beginning

𝟯𝟴 | 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿

March 19th

"Are we there yet?" I ask for the millionth time.

"Kai I swear to god if you don't shut the fuck up I will leave you on the side of the road."

I immediately shut up at Rebecca's scolding. We left my house this morning at 10 and we've been on the road for almost 2 hours. The lake house is about two hours from my house so we should almost be there.

"Maybe I should've gone with your brother," I mumbled but loud enough to hear. "You guys would've probably stopped on the side of the road to fuck."

I choke on my spit at her bluntness.

"Well...we haven't actually done it yet," I say sheepishly.

The car suddenly stops, making me hit the dashboard.

"You bitch! Thank god we're in a dirt road or else
you would've gotten us killed!" I scold.

Her wide eyes become a little less wide and she starts driving again. "You're telling me that you guys haven't had sex yet?!" She asks shocked.

I nod my head.

"How? Every time looks at you it looks like he wants to tear your clothes off."

I chuckle nervously, not knowing what to say. I have noticed that's it's very easy to turn Roman on but he's never tried anything. I'm thankful he's respected my wishes but I want to go a little farther, but I don't know how to tell him.

"I want to go farther but every time I try and bring it up I freak and chicken out," I explain.

"I can't believe I'm giving you advice on having sex with my brother." She sighs. "When you guys are in one of your moments just tell him to keep going. And if you want to stop at any point just say it and he'll stop immediately." She says.

Just tell him to keep going. That should be easy.

I decided to ride with Rebecca since I haven't had a lot of time with her lately. Jaden and Roman left before us, so they're probably already at the lake house.

The guys and Kenzie drove up here last night with groceries and shit, so at least there'll be food.

Five minutes later we pull into a gravel driveway, leading to a beautiful two-story cabin-looking house. It almost looks like a greenhouse with all the windows it has.

Since Roman's car is small as heck and both him and Jaden are huge, we had to pack mine and Jadens luggage in Rebecca's Jeep.

I shoot Jaden a quick text, telling him to get his ass out here to get his shit.

Moments later he comes out with Roman by his side. I already have my duffel bag and suitcase in my hands.

Roman comes next to me, leaning down, giving me a quick peck on the cheek before taking my suitcase from me.

I roll my eyes but thank him.

"Hey, guys." I greet Dean, Asher, and Kenzie, once we reach the living room.

I take a moment to take in the house layout. It's beautiful with an open floor plan, and a sliding door leading to the dock. There's a flight of stairs on the left side of the entrance, which I'm guessing leads upstairs.

"How many bedrooms does this place have?" I ask.

"5, and the basement is basically one big master bedroom," Rebecca explains.

"I already showed Jaden to his room, and everyone else gets their same rooms as always," Asher says, leaping onto the couch.

"You guys come often?" I ask

"Every spring break and for three weeks of summer." Kenzie starts, "Sarah and Adrien always take Aria with them to Florida so we take advantage to whisk Roman away."

That makes sense. If they hadn't taken Aria with them to Florida to visit family, Roman wouldn't be here. I get that his priority is Aria but he deserves to have fun too.

"Everyone go change and meet at the lake in 10," Rebecca instructs.

They all leave upstairs to their rooms and I'm left alone with Roman.

"Where's my room?" I ask. I already have a feeling I'm staying with him but I want to mess with him.

"Our room is in the basement." He grabs our stuff and leads us to a door that leads to a staircase. Once we're downstairs I gape at the size of the room. It's triple the size of my room back home. "Holy shit," I say out loud. There's a king-size bed in the middle of the right wall. "Where's your bed?" I ask, making my way to the bed and plopping myself in the middle. "You're on it." He answers with boredom. "Oh, then where am I going to sleep?" I haven't messed with him in a while. I need some excitement right now.

"In the bed, with me."

"Why?" I get off the bed and dig through my suitcase pulling out my bathing suit.

"Because I said so." He's no fun. I decide to just leave it at that.

I take off my top, revealing my bra. I hear Roman breath hitch. "What are you doing?"

"Changing into my bathing suit?" I turn around to face him giving him a clear view of my chest. His eyes roam down. "Eyes up here buddy." I scold.

I haven't changed in front of him before, every once in a while when I sleep in his room and change into one of his hoodies, he's never seen me in a bra before. But I don't know why he's acting like he hasn't seen me in a bikini top before.

"Why didn't you ask me to leave?" He asks, finally taking his eyes off my chest.

I bite back a smile, "well I figured you should watch the trailer before seeing the whole movie." I say innocently.

His eyes widen at my bluntness. "But if you don't want to them I can always go to the bath-"

"No!" He interrupts me a bit too quickly.

These next two weeks should be very interesting.

sooooo.... i've been putting this off for a bit now. idk i'm trying to slow down the process bc i don't want this book to end 😪 anyways enjoyyy.

also life update: my quince stuff it coming up, like practices and all that so i might only be able to update twice a week but i'll try my best to stay consistent with my uploading schedule.

bye byee

published 5•17•21