Danielle pov:
I can't stop thinking about what just happened with Stefania. Lost in my thoughts I am brought back to reality by Jaina.
"Hey Dani, are you okay?"she didn't even need an answer when she saw my teary face.
"Danielle, talk to me, it's been 3 weeks now, I see you're not okay. I accepted to give you some space but now you have to talk to me D " she says hugging me.
"It's Ste-... Stefania" I says simply.
"Stefania ? What happened ? Did you have a fight? She asks for more informations.
"She kissed me earlier before I asked you to come "I feel my cheeks wet from tears. "Jaina say something please" I ask in desperate need of help.
No answer yet under the shock of what I just told her so I decide to continue talking
"Since the first time I met her, I feel this chemistry between us and it scares me ..." I say tears on my face
"This time when I was crying, she arrived in my trailer, and she stayed with me until I fell asleep ... in her arms."I dare not look at Jaina while I say all this.
"And then she told me she had to come home for Jeff and she left leaving me her number if I ever needed" I say.
"Since this time, I've avoided her. And she tried to talk to me several times but each time I pushed her away. And today she forced me to talk to her."I think back to Stefania and realize that I was horrible to her.
"You should have seen her, she looked like a little baby. And she was crying because of me ... me! Her beautiful face flooded with tears because of me. " I break down in tears, I can't stand hurting her so much.
"I took her in my arms and then she pulled me so close until our lips touched ...The hardest part is if she hadn't broken the kiss I don't know if I would have ... " I finally look at Jaina, I see she has tears on her face too.
"Jai.."I don't have time to finish.
"Oh Dani why didn't you tell me about it earlier? You are my best friend and... listen to me, I will never, never judge you !" She holds me against her to comfort me.
"Jaina I'm so scared "I say.
"Why? Tell me" she asks
"Stefania ..." She looks at me.
"Hey Danielle listen to me! What you feel when she is near you, it's okay, you mustn't be ashamed or afraid of how you feel!"
"If she kissed you and you wanted to, you're fine. "She says, doing anything to make me feel better .
"But who is Jeff then ?! Why did she kiss me if there is Jeff ?! I say trying to calm my urge to cry.
"I don't know Danielle, you have to ask her. But not today, tomorrow you aren't going on the set and you will take the time to think about everything you have told me"she says.
"No Jaina I can go to the set "I reply.
"Dani look at you you can't do it, stay home please " I nod my head
"Jaina she is going to hate me, I left her there crying alone, I blame myself so much, I was horrible with her for 3 weeks." My tears running down my face
"Dani, she will understand, don't worry, go to sleep and rest well tomorrow! "I agree and we say goodbye to each other .
Stefania pov:
I fell asleep in Danielle's trailer last night. Alone, no news from Danielle. I messed it up and still don't know why she's been pushing me away for 3 weeks
But why did I kiss her !? What was I thinking doing that? It was obvious that she didn't see me the way I see her.
I jump in fear when I see Jaina opening the door. And she does too.
"Oh Hi, I'm sorry I'm leaving." I say leaving as soon as I can.
"Wait Stefania! Did you sleep here? Oh my god look at you, come with me we'll clean your face" she says.
When I look at myself in the mirror I see my makeup destroyed by all the tears I shed after Danielle left me there yesterday.
"Hm...yes I slept here,I was hoping to see Danielle this morning. Do you know where she is "I ask her hoping that she can give me an answer
"Danielle will not come today that's why I came to pick up some stuff for her. " When she tells me that I feel the urgent need to cry. And she see it .
"Stefania...are you okay ?"she says to me. "Yes I'm fine thank you!" I reply softly. "Oh please don't lie to me sweetheart, I was at Danielle's last night. She told me everything. "
"Anyway everything is arranged, I went to see Krista, I told her that I was no longer interested, I have only few scenes left to shoot. "I say tears in my eyes.
"I was just hoping to see Danielle one last time to apologize before going back to Italy "Jaina looks at me shocked. "No please, you can't do that !" She says to convince me to stay.
"Jaina my decision is made I take the plane in a few hours after I filmed my last scenes "I say.
I leave her there while I join the set.
Autor's note :
I hope you will like this part ! I don't know how far I'll take this story but for now I'm learning. Tell me if you have any ideas for the next ! Also sorry for the mistakes, I don't speak English every day.
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