FORBIDDEN: Erwin Smith X Reader

ERWIN SMITH X READER

Chapter I

"(Y/N), Commander Erwin's asking for your presence. Can you spare a moment and go to his office please?" You stopped punching the sack used for training as you exhaled and smile.

"Sure." You replied to Sasha, who's currently eating a whole potato, before walking directly into Erwin's office.

You don't know what pushes him to ask for you knowing that the both of you has stopped talking for weeks now. You can remember the last time you talked to Commander Smith and it's been so long.

"Commander—"

"We'll talk later, Cadet. I'm afraid I can't talk to you right now."

It is his reply every time you tried talking to him and until now, the both of you haven't talk yet. You know as a Cadet that you don't have the right to be annoyed or anything— but as his woman, you know something is wrong.

Erwin Smith is your secret lover. No one knows about your relationship. You kept it secret since he wants to keep it secret. It's great, really. You love Erwin a lot, but as time passed by, it is slowly becoming suffocating— in a different kind of way. You know that it has something to do with him being in a high ranking officer and the law. Erwin, himself, is a really great person and he's not the reason of such suffocation.

You want to tell the world how much you love him. You want to shout that Erwin Smith is yours but you can't since it will only ruin your Commander's reputation.

Of course, you're confuse with what he is about to say that he even asked for your presence. Is there something that you need to know? Is Erwin breaking up with you after weeks of no communication?

Wait— is he breaking up with me?

You're turning insane with a lot of thoughts so you decided to stay in front of the door, praying silently that he's not going to end everything, before finally knocking in his door's office. Every second makes your heart thump faster and you can't breath properly. All you can do is stare in the metallic door knob as you are holding your breath.

"Come in." His baritone voice welcomes your senses. You love hearing his voice more than anything else. You breath deeply before you reach your hand and twist the doorknob, opening the door deliberately.

Commander Erwin didn't seem to notice your presence entering the room since he's checking some folder. You stayed silent for a moment as you scan his serious features. He is wearing a formal white long sleeves as his head is tilted slightly while reading some documents. You can freely see his defined jaw and his manly demeanor.

You are about to talk but then, he straightened up and look at your direction. Your feet freezes on its place and as your gaze locked towards him, his jaw clenches.

"Close the door, Cadet." Erwin stated and him talking to you makes some blood rush towards your body in a tingling way.

You blink in confusion but eventually did what he asked.

"Lock it."

"W-what?" You mumbled stuttering, clarifying if you hear him right.

You gulp as you stare at him for a moment. His broad and masculine chest is as firm as ever. His manly appearance and his presence makes your heart run wild. He always does.

"Don't wait for me to lock it myself." He replied. You are obliged to lock the door before walking closer to him.

Every steps makes you insane. You feel like shaking. Your knees wants to curl and it's always like this whenever you are close to him. You want to run and hug him tight. You love him so much but you can't show it right now.

Not now when everything is still uncertain.

"Why did you call for me, C-Commander?" You asked in a well-mannered tone, but the stuttering ruined that well-mannered tone.

You can't just speak straight in front of such lovely, hot, jaw-dropping adonis.

Erwin put his folders at the side before he stares at you. His gazes penetrates your heart and you can't say a word.

"I see. So we're back to formalities again, right, Cadet?"

You tried to breath as your lips parted. You want to grab him and kiss him deeply.

"Y-you started it, Commander."

His jaw clenches once again as he sigh sexily. You are shock when he stand up before walking towards your direction.

Oh damn.

"Is there anything you want to discuss, Commander?" You asked in awe. You must remain calm.

"Stay still." He muttered firmly as he continued walking towards you.

"What are you talking abou—" your words were cutted when his lips crashed into yours making your eyes grow wide.

Isn't he breaking up with me?

Before you can comprehend everything, you get drowned in Erwin's intoxicating warmth.

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