This story is written from a psychopaths point of view. In this story a series of emotional events will lead a young teen into discovery of something deeply meaningful.
Why would he leave me home alone, I told him I've been feeling different... and... sometimes I feel nothing. Like I'm already dead. The worst part of it is that farther misses her too, but I mean why wouldn't he. He often pretends it didn't happen... or mabey more like they never met. I think he does it to try to dismiss her from my mind... but... how could I forget? People used to say we look alike, she was my mother after all. What was that phrase again? Its just slipped out of my mind... Oh! That it! 'Like mother like daughter'. Thinking of her doesn't hurt anymore. Nothing does. Or could it be everything does? I don't think I'll live to find that out. What was I thinking about earlier anyway? Oh yeah, home alone. Sometimes when I'm home alone I turn all the lights off and shut the curtains. I then sit in the corner of the room staring at the wall, in a way its nice. It gives me the time and space to escape from my trauma.
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The darkness is calming. It lets my thoughts run free. I sometimes wonder what death feels like, but not in the way others may think. Its more like what watching somebody dying feels like... or more precisely killing. After my 14 years on earth I've never hurt a human. I've killed a few animals though, those being 11 rabbits, each by removing their limbs leaving red to flow out of them and sam. He was our family dog... I think I loved him... I cant remember it was a while ago and I don't think I know what love feels like. I didn't really mean to kill him... it just.. kind of... happened. One minute I was playing fetch with him then suddenly I find myself standing over his bleeding body with a knife covered in blood. Its not like I wasn't conscious, it just happened so fast. If mother was alive when that happened I'd be locked away but I still cared about her. Shit. Its late now. I should sleep.
