Our Empty Hearts (sequel to the empty chair Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissys Pov (im changing writing format again xD)

I looked at my foot wondering how long ago did this happen who would kidnap me. Its already been 3 Months since ive been here 3 fucking months and i still know nothing at all.

I walked out of the hotel and went to a nearby school and leaned on the gate watching the devoted baseball players practice over and over again. Over and over and over.

Just like me and my "killer"

Fustrated I stomped Into a locker room and sat on a bench I looked at my watch 4:00am and these players were still here I took in my surroundings one baseball bat one mit one broken girl. Just when I thought it will get better. I let the hot tears run down my face as I repeated the lyrics from never let me go by Florence and the machine

And its over, and im going under. But im not giving up, im just giving in. Im slipping underneath, so cold and so sweet.

I refused to break for so long. It was a bad idea it was a really bad idea because now Im shattered. I started to cry harder and I got up and picked up the bat from off the ground and started smashing the mirror into pieces every swing I took it hurt even harder, I cried even harder. I threw the bat across the room and listened to the "clink clank" as it fell to the ground and then I fell to the ground with it I put my head back into my arms and cried then I heard footsteps I lifted my head to see a tired and concerned Matt looking down at me holding out his hand

"Lets go home" he said with his hand extended down to me

I grabbed his hand and looked at him with sympathy for waking him up and he embedded me into a hug I rested my head on his chest being much shorter than him I was 5"3 and he was about 5"9

"Dont scare me like that again" he said muffled into my hair

"How did you find me" I asked wiping my eyes and walking back to the hotel with Matthew

"I heard you when you left" he said walking with me

I stopped walking and trailed my hands through my hair and watched him as he turned around and furrowed his eye brows at me

"Are we just going to keep doing this and keep acting like its okay because its not" I said

"I rather not have this conversation at 4:00am Chris"

"Well im sorry to rain on your parade matt but everyone keeps acting like everything's just fine but I can see that every move I make worries you all. I came back here because I thought that things would be better by now and obviously its much worse"

"I want to help you the whole family wants to help you including your own brother Taylor we want to find out who did this just as much as you but honestly chris we have nothing to look on" he said now also running his hands through his hair

I contemplated on wether I should tell him about the flashbacks or not

"Im remembering things now.."

"You know who it is" he raised an eyebrow at me

"Not exactly but this morning I remembered trying to get away and running in the snow and stepping on a shard of glass and now I have this on my foot" I said gesturing to the scar on my foot

"Did you get a full name remember any faces" he asked

"No not yet but theres two guys and one girl as far as I remember and I guess the leaders name was Neal"

He smiled and walked toward me "Well we will just have to wait until you remember everything and then we will put this guy were he belongs." He said kissing my forehead