Our Empty Hearts (sequel to the empty chair Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissys pov

Maybe I did die maybe I died for a second and came back to life and then I went into a coma and the guys dropped me at my house because they didn't want to take care of me when I woke up but no. They wouldn't do that, would they? No. They are your friends chrissy why would you even think something like that.

Maddy and I havent talked since I saw her and I dont think she plans to. What if the guys tried to kill me. That thought lingered through my head the only way for them to give me cancer is to put it In my bloodstream I thought rubbing my back all of a sudden it started to hurt I brushed it off and went home what if none of this happened and I never even met the guys what if It was all a dream I decided to go to the store and get groceries I dont have s job but I still have plenty of money left from when me and my mom won the lottery.

I grabbed a shopping cart and I strolled through the isles I felt a sudden impact with another body and I fell on the ground I looked up to see a girl about my age maybe older

"Oh my gosh im sorry here ill help you up" she said grabbing my hands and pulling me up.

"Thanks" I said while dusting off my butt

"Im Niveya" she smiled and shook my hand 

Im Chris" I said and extended my hand to shake

"So been in town long ive never seen you before. "She said now strolling her cart beside mine

Should I say that I grew up here?

"No im just ya know visiting a friend." I said smiling at her.

"Oh cool well I should get going" she said and walked away.

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It started raining and I didnt have anything to cover up with my mind kept flickering back to the guys and how we didnt get to spend christmas together and we wont be able to spend new years suddenly a idea popped into my head and I ran home I dropped my groceries on the kitchen counter and ran to my laptop I opened it and searched up magcon a website popped up and I went to the "family" there were these people but they weren't the guys then I scrolled to the bottom of the page it said "Original Magcon family is now on a tour called digitour aka digifest I went to search up the site and clicked the members tab I prepared myself and there faces popped up on the screen along with matthews memories flooded through my head and I started to tear up forcefully closing my laptop and throwing it on my bed along with myself I looked up at the sealing

I had to find the guys weather they new me or not I needed to see them

I will do anything.