Our Empty Hearts (sequel to the empty chair Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissys pov

"Maddy?" I said observing her closely I didn't want to admit it but being away from her for 6 months I began to become a stranger to my own best friend I looked down at her stomach and saw she had a belly bump

"Who is this" I smiled at her stomach and looked up to her face she was as pale as a ghost she didn't make shocking eye contact to me and hid any hint of remembrance

"I'm sorry I don't know you" she furrowed her eyebrows and purposely bumping into my shoulder grabbing me by my arms and whispering in my ear a quick just walk away like nothing happened ill be in touch and walked away I did as I was told and acted like I didnt see anything even though my mind was spinning in circles. To much on my mind for it to function the feeling was as if it was breaking into a million pieces every step I took. Maddy was pregnant she was hiding something other than that and the most shocking of this all. I had a sister and I didn't know about it my mother may have or may have not been really mine I just found out Taylor was my brother a couple years ago. It was to much I wanted to scream in pain as my mind tried to put the pieces together. My hands were shaking in fear I didn't know what was going on with me. I walked back to the hotel slowly. I passed by Aaron and his girlfriend as he gave me a slight sympathetic look and I gave a thumbs up for reassurance that we were still cool. 

"Hey Chris" Tay smiled at me as I walked past him I looked at him his brown eyes and his semi slightly perfect smile and the wrinkles he woud get when he did. He looked just like my mother and I looked just like him. "Did your mom ever explain the situation I just need to know were I came from" I nervously bit my lip "Were not hers thats for sure she said that all when she decided to give up on me" he sighed and welcomed me into his hotel room all the guys were already in there.

"Do you have any other siblings or had other siblings?" I asked him "No...so what did she look like, your mom" he asked making a smile appear on my face  as I pulled out mY phone and showed him a picture as all the guys came around to see (picture on the side)

"This was 1994 and she had just been voted ceo of her cosmetic company and she just had me. She told the story over and over again about how she walked in the room and demanded a higher position. They told her yes in a heartbeat and she realized she walked into her own promotion meeting" I stifled a laugh as a tear rolled down my eye "I miss her" I wiped a tear off of my eye and was tackled with hugs from all the guys making me laugh but the genuine happiness was gone once I remembered what was happening to me

"You guys are all I have left" I spoke softly