hi, i'm ace.

updates on my shit storm life

so i never write here anymore but here's a bit of an update
•dads an asshole. cheating on my mom so divorce is being filed.
•one of my cool friends moved which sucks ass.
•schools almost over and i'm doing really bad.
•i recently got into mcyts and the dream emo type stuff so that's cool i guess.
•summer is nearing, and i hate warm weather.

now to explain all this bullshit.

-so my parents have always been a little wonky but for the past few years my father has been having an affair with his work partner. we all kinda already didn't like him so losing him will be more of a win then a lose. still, watching my mother eat less and less, get sick to the stomach every time she sees him, and nearly cried watching ever other nice family in the neighborhood be happy hurts me more then anything. i truly love her but this is just painful and i'm doing my damn near hardest to help but she won't let me, nor my older brother.

-a good friend of mine recently moved which kinda sucks but is also good in a way. there's this boy i like that's a bit desperate but before she moved a few of them (including said boy i like) got into a petty feud and didn't talk for weeks straight. it really hurt me, as this was also the time where my mom told me about the divorce and it was so hard to go through but she's moved recently, and things are going pretty ok. the two fighting are on speaking terms now and everyone's okay for as far as i can tell.

- my school year ends in about less then a month. when i said earlier that my mom wasn't letting me help her i meant that as in her words the only thing i could do to help her was to get good grades and that means doing a shit ton of missing assignments and being motivated enough to actually do them and turn them in. i've been making progress, went from all Fs to at least four of my classes having Fs and one having a C- which isn't to good but still progress. if we have a talent show this year i really want to go all out for no reason other then fuck it why not, so i might do something like that. who knows.

-i recently got into current minecraft youtubers which is pretty rad. if you're wondering, Karl Jacobs, Quackity, and Technoblade are my top three. my friends and i all decided to make matching karlnapity bracelets so that's fun. honestly they've been helping me a lot, karl's alt streams are always one of the best things to fall asleep to.

-and finally summer. i really, really, don't like the summer. specifically the nice weather and because it's warm the amount of clothing is limited which calls for insecurity's. also because sleeping is never fun when it's warm. on the bright side, my family has planned a few camping trips and my birthday is then so there's a little hope. i just really want this summer to be at the very least enjoyable. i don't want it to be hot.

and that concludes my pointless rambling about my kinda shit life. thank you for reading if you did, and if you didn't then i don't blame you. come again anytime, or don't i couldn't really care less. if you don't return i hope your life goes on well, and if you do return i will see you in a very long while.

>ace
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