My Weight loss and finding my soulmate journey🥰

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I have always been a chubby kid,

I loved eating..I used to overeat when I was a child and my parents never stopped me because of the love they had for me.

When I transferred to new school when I was 14 I realised I don't fit in and I am different compared to other girls who were thin, I never got attention from boys..no body even bothered that I existed.

My luck was so bad I even got sight at that age and had to wear specs to make me look more ugly.

I used to play basketball and other sports so there I started to loose weight little by little.

I did not have a weight scale in my house at that time, so it was difficult to track my weight

I was always called fat and chubby

I was never the favourite among relatives

When for my further studies I had to go far away from my home, there I lived in hostel

I never liked the food there
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When I came back from my studies after 2years everyone was shocked and could not recognise me

When I asked why

They said you have lost so much weight

I did not realise that I had slowly lost all of the weight because I did not used to eat properly in those 2 years

Even my parents were shocked

My height is barely 5feet .. when I checked my weight at that time it was 45kg..

I could not understand the difference because that was the first time I saw my weight and I was happy

Then I went to college I was 48kg my age was 16.. I was pretty thin but I always used to think I am fat because of my chubby cheeks

I would die for that weight now

I generally never had many friends.. I used have 2 or 3 close friends.. I never talked to guys

Then a guy started to notice me in college and he used to stare at me and try to talk to me

I was so shocked because I always thought I was ugly and fat in my mind.. so I just thought he was trying to play with me..