To my beloved [Poetry]

A letter to Mama

To you --
who carried me for 9 months
Gave me all my cravings
Had to deal with my stubborness
That made you sick and nauseated
the only one who's happy when I first kick her
cried everytime she hears my heart beat
and still smiles though I gave you pain from the start
yet your love is still unconditional
To you --
Thank you.
isn't enough to say.
no words i can comprehend for you.
but, Thank you.
I'm sorry for your silent cries at night
I'm sorry for all the pain you have to bear
To give us a decent living, you have to move away
with just a picture hugging us in your hand.
Now, you're with us.
not as healthy as i remember you
You now have gray hairs and wrinkled hand
But still has the gentlest and warmest touch.
I'm sorry if I still not able to fulfill my promise to you; A world where you no longer worry of us
Where I can give you everything you want.
We may not say it often mama
But, We always love you. We do.

~yourSaSsyMD