Well i kinda feel awkward to write this now but i wanna share this to you. Well this thing, I mean this incident happened to me actually and it's kinda horrible.... Actually I don't want make people feel sorry about me buy I am sharing this because this might help a lot of people......I hope so...
So ya let's start,
We had 2 years to get ourselves ready to give a public exam. And we had classes 9 and 10 to prepare ourselves.
I went to my new classroom with a nervous face and praying that everything goes well. Well you know what, there were some people there who couldn't even see me, forget about talking. And I don't know why, was it because of the pimples on my face?(I think so). And I didn't let myself to talk to them ever again. I mean why should I need to even talk with people who just mixes with others by seeing their faces. And one thing about me was that, I always loved to draw whenever there is time. Like suppose, I don't have anything to do and so I kept drawing. Then a girl came to see what I was doing. And after seeing my drawing, she laughed at me saying,
"Why omg hahaha....why you draw like a baby! Who am i talking to right haha..."
And i said, "Why? Are you so good in drawing? And I'm not an artist duh, i am practicing that's it. "
"Ya you need to practice."
And after some days, I started to hear that she draws just like an artist and she really does lol...
Days passes and my classmates started to hate me. Wanna know why? Cuz I was bad at drawing, I wasn't a good student and i had pimples on my face.
I got so many bullies that I couldn't handle anymore. Our teachers never stayed in the teacher's room. Like whenever I used to go, I didn't see any teachers. One day i finally found my form teacher and i told her how every one behaved with me. And she says,
"So what will I do?"
And after that, i never shared my problems with teachers because say this thing.
Well actually ya I wasn't good because I was practicing at that time. And one day that artistic girl even asked my best friend, "You two are best friends! Impossible! Omg!"
And she laughed at us.
I got thousands of bullies because of my ugly drawings. Some would say, "My God please don't draw!"
But you know what, I didn't give up practicing because why would I stop?! I continued and after my public exam, I searched on Google to see what kind of app can I download to improve drawings. And I downloaded the app and then I improved by practicing.
So I wanna say that don't give up on anything. You are gonna get nothing by giving up! You are gonna get thousands of 'no' but u will get only one 'yes' and you have to use that 'yes'. That's what I wanted to say.
