Bill just left. Adam hasn't said a word. And it's quite. Too quite. I looked around but everything is a blur. I didn't relize I was crying till warm tears fell down my face. Arms are around me. And I hold on to them as long as I can. Because I never felt this way in forever. I forgot how it feels to be held.
I have to tell him. He's going to get hurt. Joe isn't a fool. He won't go to the bar knowing that the police is involved. He won't make that mistake. I'm crying hard now. Last night was amazing and now I have to kiss that goodbye. Last night made me feel terrible, because even though Joe is cheating on me, I'm still married. I still have to stay loyal. But why?
"I........I mean-" I breathe. "A-Adam I c-can't stay h-here." I clear my throat. "He's going to find you and I refuse to let him hurt you." I tell him. I'm hoping Adam will understand. He looks at me and kisses my shoulder, and worked his way up till he reaches my ear. I forgot how to breathe.
"I won't let him get to you, nor me. You mean to much to me. Stop worrying about me. And I promise you, once this is over..............I'm going to take care of you. I'm finally going to call you mine." A pause. "I'm going to steal a kiss or two from you. I'm going to study your body. Know where to touch you, know that spot that makes you laugh. I want to enter that private world again. I want you to let me in so I can know every freckle on your skin. Because I'm in love with you. Always had." He wipes every tear from my face and he picks me up.
Lays me on the bed. And start unbuttoning his shirt that is on me. "I want to feel your skin against mine. I want you to feel that passionate I feel for you. I want to call you my wife. I want to make you my world." Adam starts to undo his shirt. And I stop him. I look into his eyes and stood up. I start to unbutton his shirt. "Let me" I say. As I finish, I lifted his t-shirt from over his head.
I undo his pants, and let them drop. I undo his socks, and throw them to the floor. "You letting me stay here is enough. You holding me and loving me is more than enough. But tonight I'm going to cater to you. I'm going to dance for you. I'm going to show you, how much I love you." I push him down on the bed, and I climb on top of him. I whisper in his ear saying "because I as well am in love with you."
I lean in more. I kiss his lips, his collarbone, his chest, and work my way back up. "You will be mine" he whispers to me, turning me over. His body on top of mine. "Aren't I already?.......when Joseph is DEAD, I will rock your world."

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She Must Suffer
ActionShe's scared she's going to die. Her husband keeps hitting her, and won't let her leave. She's trying to escape, but it never works. She must kill the man she loves to get away and have her life back. "Alena.....Alena answer me...." I stay quite be...