Haven't wrote for awhile. Sometimes I question myself. Why does this happen to me? Why can't life be without Joseph. I'll never understand what I've got myself into. Until next time...if there is a next time.
Joseph is never going to stop till he gets what he wants. Me dead. I don't want to live in fear no more.
I have to fight back. Ten times harder. Need a plan to win this battle. To end this once and for all.
After taking a shower. I look at myself in the mirror. And it's time for a change. Taking out the scissors, I look at my hair.
It's down my back now. Wanting to go a little short, I start to level my hair out to my shoulders. But then I realized its not me.
Cutting it even shorter and its now a sexy cut like Riley's from the show baby daddy. And changing my hair color to a dirry blonde.
After this I jump in the shower again to clean off the hair that is now on my body from cutting my hair. Deciding not wanting to get out I start to shave just because.
When I get out, for the second time I lotion down and put on sexy black lace underwear, with a all black lace bra, and Eric's all white button up.
Brushed my teeth, washed my face.One last look in the mirror and I exited the bathroom.
When I go to the kitchen I here Scott and Eric having a low convention in the living room. Taking out the red wine bottle I pour myself drank.
Putting the bottle back in the cabinet, then decide I need the whole damn bottle tonight.
"She'll never be safe if we keep her here. We need to get her out, and we coild come back and finish Joe on our own. With the police on our side we could be stronger. Easier." Scott said get angry.
"Hell no" Eric and I said at the same time. "Look here. I'm not going anywhere till I finish Joe myself. So that whole get me safe and we finish Joe is shit. This is my fight. If anyone takes out Joe its me." I said to both of them drinking my wine.
Both Eric and Scott looked at me with mouths open. It was Scott who was the first to speak.
"You...you look so...you, I have to go. We'll pick up this conversation tomorrow. You look good Alena. You look good"
And with that he was walking out the door. I finished the rest of the wine bottle then faced Eric.
He got up and walked over towards me. Taking his fingers and burshing them across my face. Leaving trails of kisses across my jawline.
Then he started to unbotten the shirt that I had on. Leaving kisses every place he touched. Not wanting to, I stopped him.
"I want this to be real. I don't want to go through another Adam. So if your playing that bullshit then you might as well shoot me now." Tears threaten to fall upon my face.
"I'm not Adam, and if that was the case i probably would have shot you long ago to put a end to Joseph's bullshit. You mean the world to me. Your not a hit and run. And i would follow you till the end of time. I'm not asking for sex, I'm asking can i make love to you. I want to be there for you emotionally and physically. I want to be the one you take all your anger out on, i want to be that man in your life if you let me. I have fallen hopelessly in love with you and i'm asking you do you feel the same for me?"
Stuck on words, my body won't function my mind not working. Wanting to say something but can't. Then I see him kneel down on one knee slowly and the only motion i could make putting my hand to my mouth.
"Tell me when to stop" he says in a low sexy voice. Then out with a box. A tiny black box. He opens it and came out was a lovely ring nice and big shinny and hoping its my size.
"With this ring i vow to be there for you, fight for you and follow you till my last days on earth. Would you make me the happiest man in my life and marry me?"
So many emotions are flowing through me. I feel the tears falling. I'm saying yes yes yes I'll marry you I'll marry you in my mind. But the only thing that is stopping me from saying it out loud is Scott.
What about Scott, Does he care for me like he says he does? Or was that a lie just to get closer to Joseph?
"Yes....yes I'll marry you!!"
And with that he slipped the ring uponed my finger and i jumped in his arms kissing him helplessly but rationally.
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She Must Suffer
ActionShe's scared she's going to die. Her husband keeps hitting her, and won't let her leave. She's trying to escape, but it never works. She must kill the man she loves to get away and have her life back. "Alena.....Alena answer me...." I stay quite be...
