i dont think so Vmin

ch. 14. breathless

joon and tae knew where the boys went in a day. joon cursed, cause hope made it more difficult to see jin. at least he had a glimpse of his former mate some times a day and now he was gone for who knows how long. not seeing him everyday made it more real. he saw his reality finally. jin would go away soon for uni, without him and the plans they had made. he would stuck here in this shitty town, with all the problems and now the loneliness. with a fake and forced mate, he didnt wanted. he saw his future days in dark colours, with hate, resentment and exhaustion. joon didnt want that. he had so many plans, to be a great alpha for the pack, jin as his prescious luna, adopted kids. and now he had nothing. immense pain and longing for jin invated his mind. he needed him so much right now. only jins touch could make this pain go away, but....

tae went into the little coffee shop. he looked around and sat down. aunty saw him right away and furrowed her brows at him. "hi, can i get a capucho?" "sure" she brought him his order and he held her back. "how...how is jimin doing?" "why u wanna know?" tae looked a bit taken aback. "i.... i dont know how much u know" "i know everything, taehyung. leave him be. he doesnt need u anymore. he will start over, as soon as i can ship him far away from here. its important, that he will have a life, u understand?!" "but...but he is my mate?!" "arent u already engaged? with this... whats her name again?" "but not by will. i love jimin" "hu, u showed that. listen: u had him, u slept with him, now let him go. i dont want him to be hurt again and again, cause your selfish family thinks they call the shots here. when he comes back, avoid him please." "sorry, but he is my true mate, i cant let him go. i need him, u dont understand" "no, i dont, but i dont care. stay away from him or i will tell the guards to rip u a new one, understand?! your coffee is on the house" with that she shoved his arm away from her and walked away. tae sat there in utter disbelieve. did he just lost jimin for real?! but jiminie must have known how much he meant to him! they slept with each other, for fucks sake! he must have known what that meant!

jinja saw tae in the shop and waited outside for him to finally get him to agree to their wedding. she snatched his arm and pulled him closer to her. taes face said all, but she was determind. "i know tae. u slept with that little turd. but i will not give up. i will clean u from all that dirt he put on u!" tae stared at her for some seconds and started to laugh. "dirt? what dirt?! so u know, he was the best sex i ever had. he has the best body i ever saw. only he can make me hard in seconds, only he can make me come so extremely hard. he is the sweetest, kindest, smartest and most loving soul i have ever seen. u can try, but u will never be like him, not in the slightest. u disgust me. your body disgusts me. i want to vomit only by the thought of u naked in my bed. stop forcing something, what never going to happen. i will never want nor like u. stop pestering me. stop following me. stop even talking to me. i hate u! so much!" jinja had tears in her eyes. "but... u gonna marry me! u have to be like any husband is! u have to be nice to me and like me!" "i dont and i will never do! not even if we were married for 20 years. thats our reality here, jinja. we will be stuck in a loveless marrige, without any kind words to each other, without any kids. dont u understand that?!" "nooo! we will have kids and u will treat me as your wife and with respect and...." "respect?! how?! if u want respect from me, then dont play their fucking game and force me into something i never wanted." "nobody is forcing u! its your real path for the future. to have a wife and kids! not to be forced by the moon to fuck a faggot! thats sick! unnatural! not normal! me as your wife is normal and good, wanted and accepted!" tae looked so done at her. "the moon goddess gives us our mates for a reason. she doesnt bind souls together, who dont belong. she isnt homophob, never was. same gender mates were paired up since the beginning and who are u to question it?! u only want status and a reason to be an asshole to others. u want pride and worship. u dont want a loving husband, nor good kids. u want to show off and command people around. u are an attention whore, nothing else. u have neither the heart nor the brain to be a good second luna. go away, jinja. i cant stand your face anymore. or your personality. the only filthy dirty thing around here is u!" tae shoved her away from him and walked away with a frustrated growl. for the first time in her life, jinja felt destroyed.