Scars

I wake up at midnight from a nightmare. I was screaming. But I don't feel Ash's warm arms around me. I look around and see no one. I get really scared. I get up and look all around for Ash. I can't find him. Oh great I'm starting to have a panic attack. I can't stop shaking. I turn on all the lights due to my fear of darkness. I run all over the house and even outside a bit to look for him. I don't know where he is. Anything could've happened to him. Shit he might be dead. I try calling his cell and a random guy picks up. He has a really deep voice and it's not Ash.
"Where's Ash?!!" I scream into the phone
All I hear is breathing then I hear a faint scream. Oh god I hope that's not Ash. Only if it was me with whoever these people are. He deserves to live and I don't. I need to fucking find him soon. But how? Should I go to the police? I quickly call Alice and tell her everything. She soon shows up at the door. We go to the police first and tell them what happened. But I can't even talk I'm panicking too much so Alice had to speak for me. I am crying by now. They tell me to calm down but I just fucking can't. They don't know how it feels to have someone they love so much taken away and don't know where they are at. Like seriously. Nothing can help me calm down unless Ash comes and hugs me. But that can't happen right now since he may have been kidnaped. I need to find these fucking people and slit their throats. If I find him dead hopefully I won't though but if it happens I will torture them and kill their ass. I'm not even joking. And who cares if they put me in jail. Or even a mental hospital. I run out to the car. Alice is still talking to them but I just can't take this anymore. I need to start looking for him. I start the car and drive off without another word. I look at the clock it's now 2:00 AM. Oh well I need to find him quickly before they kill him. Who would be out to get him though? Why wouldn't they take me too? What the fuck is going on?!