Scars

I woke up in a white room. Ash was crying in the corner and I didn't see Alice anywhere. I wonder where she is. I then said
"A-ash where's Alice?"
He just jumped up and came to the bedside. He grabbed my hand and said
"I thought I lost you..I was so worried. I haven't left the hospital in days. I've been here with you sense the day you almost killed yourself. But thank god I got through the door and saved you. I don't know what I would do without you."
I didn't know what to say to that. I just stayed silent. The memories of that dreadful night came flooding in. I started to cry. God I cry a lot. Why can't I be normal? Why is my life a living hell? Oh god what are people at school gonna say about this. What would my parents do. But Ash just hugged me tight. After awhile Ash wiped away all my tears and said
"Shhhh you're gonna be okay. Please promise me you won't cut anymore please.i know it can be hard but you gotta work hard at it. And I'll be taking all your blades, knives, and pins"
"A-alright.." Was all I could say
Everything was silent after that. He didn't ask why I almost did it. I then started to get really tired and I soon fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning in a different room. I didn't know where I was. So I started to panic. As I was freaking out in the corner of the bed Ash came into the room with a plate of breakfast that he made.