Scars

After a while of laying in his arms I got up but he grabbed my wrist. I winced in pain. He asked what was wrong but I stayed silent. He lifted up the sleeve of his hoodie I was wearing. I tried stopping him but he was stronger than me and he saw the horror of my arm. There were so many cuts. I started crying. He began kissing all of my cuts then he hugged me tightly. He wiped away all my tears with his thumb and said darling you'll be okay. And he hugged me again. I wanted to kiss him so badly but I don't know if I should. He's still hugging me then he pulls away and stares into my eyes. He put his hand on my cheek and leaned in closer till our noses were touching. Then he closed his eyes and leaned in a little closer until his lips met mine. I pulled away and smiled. He smiled too. Then he said,
"Alex, I love you. I want to be with you. Would you like to be my girlfriend?"
"Ash, I love you too and yes I would love to be your girlfriend." I said smiling
I rested my hand on his shoulder and kissed him again. The rest of the night we laid on the couch, cuddled and watched movies until we fell asleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~A week from now~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock ringing in my ears. Oh crap it's Monday. Another day filled with bullying. I drag myself out of bed and head to the bathroom. I see the blade on the bathroom sink. I get the urges but I keep telling myself to be strong for ash no matter how bad life gets. I then grab the blade, wrap it up and put it in the cupboard. After I do that I turn on the shower and get in. When I get out of the shower I some sweatpants, a random t-shirt, and a baggy hoodie. I honestly don't care how I look today. No body cares anyway so why even try. I walk downstairs and grab fruit snacks then head out the door with my bag on my back. I walk to school in this sunny morning. Ugh I hate the sun. As I walk through the school doors I see Tyler and his gang. I try to hide my face with my hood and walk past him. Luckily I walked past him without him noticing or as so I thought. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me down the hallway. He pulled me all the way out the school doors. Tyler then shoved me to the ground. He then started punching me everywhere and kicking me. After awhile he got bored and left without another word. I laid there crying alone with no one to save me from this hell.