Eternal Serie Ⅰ : Hold Me, While You Wait (COMPLETED)

Chapter 4: Him (1)

The sun sees the moon sleep all day. so it neglect the moon who only wakes late in the night. The moon is alone late in the dark night .

It faces the darkness and shines on the world . The sun doesn't realize how hard that is .

The moon is always by the sun's side, protecting it.

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"I finally found you " he whispered at him , gun slowly raised his head to look at him, he doesn't have to guess who it is,because aside off, there's always a certain person who always run to him everytime a big burden trouble him and that was Oab, a person who loves him the most but he end up tearing this person apart but despite of that the guy never leave his side

"It's been a while, oab" he mumble ,oab bend his other knee to level him and pulled him to his chest as he caressed gun's head

"I'm sorry if i was late, birthday boy" He said and gun suddenly burst into tears as the guy remember his own special day...while off, Thinking about the guy made his heart clench and brought an ache "shhh i'm already here i won't leave you" he comforts

"O-oab, my love finally found his home with another arms"he protess at him "he finally find his way back home but not in my arms and i'll never be" Oab pulled out from the hug and wipe his tears away.

"Gun ... tell me all your troubles, and i'll join your pain" and smiled at him to make his feeling better and like a kid he nodded his head "Good boy" and patted his head

Oab sat beside him and filled gun's glass with alcohol and as well his.

"Tell me what happened gun" he sorrowfuly asked Him. Seeing gun inn pain makes him weak , gun was the sweetest person he had knew , a person who always lack his pride for others who always smile even if he's going though in rough....gun is the bravest person .

"Don't act like you haven't still the idea of what happened oab, white surely told you about it owing to the fact how talkative he is" and he laugh

"Still, this is me gun who's willing to carry your burden" he said and a pain was written at the latter's face

"Oab, am i wrong that i told him to keep me rather than to step back and forget about the memories we shared? the shred we both shared? the love that we both shared ?" Oab just look at him , because he doesn't really know how to answer the latter.

"Frankly i don't know what to say ... is it really wrong to squeez ourselve at someone who throw us away? i don't know, maybe yes...maybe no? as long we're not shattering everyone's path, maybe it wasn't wrong at all" hr said and took a sip and gun smile bitterly

"But...why didn't you fight for it?"oab added

"They usually said that if a two people really meant for each other, they Will find their home back at each othe in the end, but our case is different i don't see any point to fight for it when someone isn't happy anymore overall you can even bring the old flame itself....and mostly i just realised that, it's hard to fight what's fated, and starts didn't aligned for us therefor i let him go lastly i just want to see him smile even for the last time" he said

"You do really love him to the fullesst aren't you?"

"yes ... so much that's why i found it so very irony that i gave everything but that everything ...is not enough" he turn his gaxe at his ring and twirl it around his finger "Even i give my best in everything i will never be someone who will suit for him, from the beggining i wasn't even suit for him, because i'm not a girl...and i'll never be" Oab lift his hand to reach his face and whipe his tears with his thumb