Eternal Serie Ⅰ : Hold Me, While You Wait (COMPLETED)

Chapter 4 : Him (2)

He felt a strong pain in his heart ,he's chest began to rise and fall uncobtrollably , filling with anguish and fear,his eyes cystallized as if cataracts were sproutung from then he began to cry over again. He could not help but feel sad and feel hurt with the memories they've shared. Even if he wants to fight for him what for? it doesn't make sense anymore especially and he doesn't want to be with him, off is no longer happy so why insist?, whatever he do, nothing will happen.

He suddenly stopped from crying when someone knock on the bathroom door "Gun it's me, Oab"

Gub did not hesitate to open it, and he immediately hugged him and cried in his arms like a child complaining about someone stole his candy

Oab caressed his back to calm him down from crying and wanted to let him know that he was just here and would not leave no matter what. He Cupped Gun's face and smiled at him even if it's hurting him to see him crying ,he smiled for him and wipes his tears away using his thumb

"Listen Gun,i'm here ...i'll be your strength" he muttered

"O-oab i feel so hurt! I-i feel su hurt even though i shouldn't be! I feel hurt seeing him with someone else i can't help not to get jealous. How i wish i can endure the pain i'm feeling, because i asked for this. I asked him to keep me while his falling inlove with someone else ...I wanted this. I hope i can be honestly tell him that i am happy for him , i'm happy for tha both of them " and he fixed his gaze on his feet "i-i hope i could" he sobs started to get louder and he use his palms to cover his eyes "i hope i-i could ,but i couldn't and i hate myself for that"

He pulled the young man and locked him in his arms. with each drop of tears he seemed to be gradually breaking his heart and destroying his soul. He feels hury every time he sees him hurts ,even though he wants to erase the pain of the young man ,he can do nothing because he does not hold his heart and the only thing he can do is to Comfort him and join his pain with it even if he is also hurt

'if only we could teach our heart to choos who should love, you wouldn't feel the pain anymore, you wouldn't cry anymore Because all i want is tosee you always smile ... if only you would have loved me'

Little do they know , Off saw them hugging each other and he could not help not to feel annoyed by the scene. He wanted To pull oab from gun and to smash the idiot's face. Off's jaw tightened as he clentch his fist and throw it on the wall and left the Place where Oab and Gun are hugging

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Gun was laying on his couch while staring at the ceiling . After he broke down at the Bathroom on the mall he asked oab to take him home. oab insisted on saying goodbye to the two considering he told him to go firts straight to his car and he'll follow him after.

Gun felt empty. He doesn't know what to do. Oab wanted to stay over but gun refused. He wants some space. He wants to forget all his pain,all his trouble he just wanted to be hin for a while...because he lost him. He doesn't know how to bring the old him, If that old one is the one who loved off..

'off...'

He placed his arm on his to cover and stop his tears who's about to fall ... He's already tired. He doesn't want to feel the pain anymore. He want's to end this sooner

However he cameback to his sense when suddenly someone rang the doorbell .he wondered who it was, inasmuch he wasn't expecting any guest, even if he was lazy, he did nothing but stand up and take the door

But his eyes grew when he found out who it was . The person infront of him sadly smiled at him and didn't think twice to throw itself onto him.
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To his surprise it was Mild.

"G-gun i missed you please come back ..."

'why now?'

END OF CHAPTER FOUR

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A/N : You may be all wondering what's the connection between Mild and Gun. What might be? What's your guess because i am curious as well . Share your thoughts down below and thank you for reading the story until now please keep supporting me until the end . We Only left 4 chapter and we are about bid a goodbye so stay tuned na kha!

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