[DISCONTINUED] Queen Of Hearts || TBHK || Fanfic || HanakoxNene

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*TW*: This chapter has mentions of suicide. If you are not comfortable please click off and wait for the next chapter I do NOT encourage this and If you do have suicidal thoughts or anything else please, please, please speak to someone about it. There is always someone out there willing to listen and help you

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2008.

"Did you hear about the girl in 2-A ?"

"I heard she commited suicide."

I sat in my Bathroom. I had been sitting in the same spot for hours now. Not once had I heard her sweet melodious voice, or seen her pretty brown eyes.

"Hanako~"

I look up searching frantically for the owner of the voice with my eyes. There was no point. It was a hallucination.

"Can u believe a girl like her could commit? I thought she had the perfect life"

I hadn't accepted it yet. How could I? She died. There. Right infront of my eyes. The girl I loved.

One minute she was sitting on the window sill. The next she was gone. Just the way I did.

Her last words. Words I never had the chance to say back to her. Words I had been waiting so long to say.

"I love you."

I had to be strong. I had to get through with this. I've been doing this for years now. It was destiny. I knew from the start, so why did it hurt so bad?

Maybe because she was the girl who truly understood me.

I stared hard at the hands I tried to grab onto her with.

Stupid. 

Why didn't you reach her in time

You let her die.

You could have changed her fate.

Yet you didn't.

These words were pounded into my head.

I should have known better. I saw the signs yet I did nothing. I could have done something about it, but I didn't.

If I had one last chance to say something it would be..

"Koko Haruno, I love you."

But now I have found a new love. And I vow to do whatever it takes to protect her. Thank you Koko, I wish you could have met her. Im sorry.