| Lonely | Izuku x Sad Female Reader

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| Lonely |Deku x Sad Female Reader
POV: 1st/ 2nd
Word Count: 1,562

A/N- if you are going through anything that is talked about in this oneshot, just let me tell you: you are so fricking worth it! If you feel like you are being neglected by your friends, tell them how you feel! Bottling up those emotions is not healthy (haha I'm such a fudging hypocrite). If they care then they care, if they don't then SCREW THEM! They don't deserve to be affiliated with the wonderful person I know you are! If you ever need to talk to someone, just shoot me a message and I'd love to talk to you about anything! I'm very open-minded :)

Now, onto the oneshot! Enjoy!

| Y/N POV |

I sighed as I looked at the clock in the corner of the room, which read 3:18 P.M. I was sitting on one of the couches in the living room area of the dorm rooms, watching F/TV/S with a bored expression. Most of the class had decided to go out for the day to go shopping and such since we all had a day off; except, nobody had bothered to tell me this. So now I was moping about the dorms, not wanting to go out and have the risk of running into them and having them explain why they chose not to tell you that they all wanted to have fun, without you.

I changed the channel for what seemed like the millionth time, and looked down at my phone dejectedly. I kept getting alerts of them posting photos on social media every once in a while. I picked up my phone and opened the app to be greeted with a picture of a smiling Mina, Uraraka holding up two peace signs, and Yaoyorozu hiding somewhere in the back. I turned off my phone and threw it across the couch, letting out a small huff of annoyance. But then I found myself drawing my knees up to my chest, small tears forming in my eyes. I let out a small whimper as I felt the first three fell, then a sob as the next twelve followed suit. I hid my face in my hands, a shaking, broken mess.

Why did it seem like none of them cared? Forget that, you knew they didn't care. They just put on a fake, smiling face to make it seem like they did. But they only did what everyone else did before them; they did things together behind your back, and didn't bother to invite you. You wondered why they bothered to be your friend. As you continued to cry, your mind didn't register the front door opening and the sound of someone humming.

Little did you know, it was a certain green-haired boy that came home.

| Deku POV |

I walked into the dorms, humming "This Side of Paradise". The lyrics always hit me hard, though I could never figure out why. Weird. As I took off my shoes and walked into the main area, I heard the sound of someone crying. Immediately concerned, I looked over the room to find the source. I looked at one of the couches to be greeted by a certain Y/H/C, her head in her hands. I quietly walked up to her,
not wanting to scare her.

"Y/N?" I said in a gentle tone. "Are you alright?" I watched as she flinched at my words, and my face frowned deeper than before. "Hey there, wanna come out and tell me what happened?" I said, trying to coax her to open up. She merely shook her head once, and let out a choked sob. I hesitantly sat down on the couch beside her and wrapped my arms around her, bringing her into a soft, gentle hug. She immediately accepted it, clutching onto my shirt for dear life as she sobbed into my chest. I rubbed my hand across her back, the other running through her H/L hair. I gently hushed her, hoping it would be somewhat soothing. I slowly began rocking back and forth, hearing her sobs become little sniffles and hiccups.

| Y/N POV |

I slowly shifted in Deku's grip, bringing my hands from near his shoulder blades to his lower back in defeat. I just felt so lost, so.. I didn't quite know the word for it.
"So.." I glanced up at his face before looking right back down. "Can you tell me what brought this on?" I slowly raised my arm and pointed at the phone.
"Your phone?" He asked, confused. I let out a small huff before reaching over to grab it, turning it on as I leaned back into him. I showed him all of the photos of everyone having a great day, without you.
"Ohh, I get it. Wait..- oh.." He looked down at you with a sad, guilty look. "It's because we went out without you, isn't it?" You quietly sniffled as you nodded, looking at the floor.
"Oh Y/N.." Deku said sadly, pulling you into another hug. "We made you feel like this.. I made you feel like this.."

You quickly shot up.
"No no no no no, you didn't make me feel like this!" You said in a tired voice.

"It's just.. well.." you stopped yourself, taking a breath, before continuing again. "I have been really overwhelmed lately, with all of our recent tests and all of the expectations I have to meet. And I also just feel like most of my friends don't really care anymore. This was just the match that lit the fuse." I said, letting out a small, sad chuckle.

I dared to take a peek back up at his face, only to be greeted by the familiar look of concern. "Oh Y/N.." It seemed he was feeling rather bold today; He leaned back into the couch, pulling you into a tighter, more cuddly hug as he did so. "What are we going to do with you?" You laid on his chest, grateful for the comfort. You looked up at him, and made eye contact. Then, without thinking, you both leaned in, meeting in the middle. The kiss was soft and tender, not forceful or over-passionate. You could've stayed like this forever, if it weren't for this stupid thing called oxygen. When you finally broke the kiss, you looked up at a very, very red faced Deku.
"Aah! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to-" you gave him a small peck on the lips to cut him off.
"Don't be sorry. I loved it." You said, blushing nearly as much. I settled back into his chest, resting there for a bit. I looked back up as I felt him tap my back for attention. He was holding my AirPods case which he must've snatched off of the table. He had his in, so I assumed he wanted to listen to some sort of music. I put mine in, and laid back down.

***Play song above now!!***

I recognized this song. In fact, listened to this song daily.

Ask me why my heart's inside my throat
I've never been in love, I've been alone

I quietly sighed in content as Deku gently tapped the beat on my back.

Feel like I've been living life asleep
Love so strong it makes me feel so weak

I traced little shapes onto his chest with my fingers, enjoying our first moment of pure bliss together.

Are you lonely?
Our fingers dancing when they meet

Deku gently took one of my hands, causing me to giggle as he followed along with what the song said.

You seem so lonely
Are you lonely?
I'll be the only dream you seek
So if you're lonely, no need to show me
If you're lonely come be lonely with me

"Lonely~
Passion is crashing as we speak" I giggled once more as Deku started softly singing along with the song.

"You seem so lonely
You're the ground my feet won't reach"
I started singing along myself, loving every bit of this moment with him.

"So if you're lonely, darling you're glowing
If you're lonely come be lonely with me."

**Bonus!**

"Everyone, hush!!" Mina said as she held her phone. "I'm trying to record this!" She whined.
"You're the only one talking Mina." Uraraka said matter-of-factly.
"You know they are going to kill you when they find out we walked in on them cuddling and singing, right?" Denki said from the back of the hiding group.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. They'll get over it. Let's just be glad our ship has sailed!" She said a little too loud.

"Why, hello there Mina. Uraraka. Denki. Kirishima. Yaoyorozu. Back so soon, are we?" Deku said, an embarrassed Y/N hiding behind him.

"OH SHIT! RUN!"

they were all sent to Recovery Girl after that.

**A/N**

Hey guys! I have my end of the year testing this week, Tuesday and wednesday. I most likely won't publish anything on either of those days because I most likely won't have access to my phone. In the meantime though, feel free to request something decently big! Something like two parts, you know what I mean. Just make sure to request it on my requests page and to follow the rules on there. Anyways, thanks for reading!

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