The School Bully (Zayn Malik Love)

Ohh dear..

I just stared.....

And stared.......

Couldn't move..... Walk..... Talk...... Respond in anyway....... Because of HIM?!?

"Arianna w what are you d doing here?" He stuttered

I just stared.......

"Ari?!" Sam patted my shoulder and I relaxed a bit at his touch

He looked at him and he realised I was shitting bricks

I looked at the floor getting up....

"You know I best be off any way?!" I said hurriedly my voice cracking from the fright building up inside me

"But I thought you were staying the night?" Sam asked hurt.... I hated hurting him, it made me feel horrid,

"Ohh yeh......." I whispered

"Y you to are a thing?" Zayn squeaked in a quiet low voice, sounding kind of hurt

"Yeh.. Kinda..." Sam looked down as if he was disappointed in some way, did he really hate me that much?!

I felt tears brimming to my eyes, trying to hold the, back I bit my lip, but it failed

They flowed down my cheeks faster than the river Thames,

"Ohh." Was all zayn said as he stood in the door way

"I. Can't. Take. This." I whispered lightly

Sam realised that I was now crying "Ari? Why are you crying?" He asked putting a hand on my shoulder... I shrugged it off

"Don't touch me?!" I said moving away, "what ar-" I cut him off

"You are all over me one minute, when HE isn't in our loves you love me? As soon as HE comes back and finds out about us your ashamed cause his goal was to ruin my life? Well guess what he has and are you happy so have you?! Now go party and fuck bitches because I don't need you?!" It took everything in me to shout that but it was barely a shout,

More of a whisper scream,

I grabbed my bag and strolled past him, he looked into my eyes and for a second I actually felt loved... No.... I can't.....

"Ari?!" Sam came running to the door

"Please Ari? Don't do this I lov-" I cut him off again,

"Don't even dare say that... Horrid word that means nothing to you?! Don't ever talk to me again. EVER?!" I ran back to my house,

Slouching against the front door crying my eyes out..... The one relief I had, I used,

I crawled to the bathroom for the third time in two days,

I made more of a mess,

Taking a few more anti depressants than I was meant to....

Before I knew it everything was black....

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Okay I really don't know what to think of this fanfic?

If u like it please do say other wise Im gonna stop writing it :/ xxxx