My goddamn rant book

Uuuuuugh

I'm sobbing right now and all I want is comfort. One of my friends left Wattpad. Most of you probably don't know her. She was the one who went as Rin. I have no idea if she muted or blocked me. I just miss her already. I have no idea when she left or anything. And the people who have done Indra, Asura and Kaguya all left. Someone else has Kaguya's account now but otherwise they all left. It feels as empty as it did before they came. (I'll tell the new admin for the Kaguya account and the one who was doing Rin of you would like. Just ask)

Yes I know I have lots and lots of friends but it feels like I don't have any at the same time because some of us don't talk all that much anymore. Or it at least feels that way.

This is me also saying that If any of you who are my friends leave. Then I will be crying myself to sleep and feel even lonelier than I already am. I care about all of you so so much. Please don't leave any of your friends or I. We care so much for you.

There is a reason I put this out or the public. It's because I want everyone to know that people get personal attachments to you and will get so close and love you so much that if you leave people will be absolutely devastated.

I fucking hate quarantine. I've been so lonely even more so than I have before and it seems Wattpad is my only comfort place. I've actually never had many friends when in irl. Well it's at least felt like it. Some of the friends I have I never even talk to anymore.

I desperately want to see all of you and give you all hugs and cuddles and go and watch movies together. I would travel the world just to see my friends who are on here because it would feel really nice. Sadly I'm too young for that yet. And even when I am old enough I probably wouldn't have the money to. I mean for my friends who live in Canada or somewhere in the U.S I could easily get to first. But I also have friends in Slovakia, Germany and other places I don't even know since they've never said anything about where the country/state they live in.

Well now I'm absolutely exhausted.