A Dare To Be With You

KABANATA 1

KABANATA 1

"Warning; SPG! vulgar and bold words"
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It's really hard to forget when that memories became your nightmare. I should stay away from him. He's a  Law Student malayo ang building nila kaya nakakataka na nandoon sya.

If he really wants to play basketball then may basketball court ang building nila since his friends are also Basketball player back then. Varsity to be exact.

I shook my head.... C'mon, Riah stop being hardheaded and forget those painful yet horrible memories...

Maybe, I need to do the Hypnotherapy....

Hypnotherapy is the use in hypnosis in psychotherapy and is practice by licensed physicians and Psychologist to treat conditions like depression, anxiety, PSTD and eating disorder.

I'm 100% sure that It can help me to forget those memories....

I sighed and shook my head. I can sense some of people looking at me, walking towards the gate....  I clenched my fist... Blaming myself why I shouldn't look at him before asking his name...

He triggered those memories...

Calm fucking down, Riah... That was happened 5 years ago...

Yeah, it's been 5 years since horrible day happened. But the scars  like a permanent tattoo. Even if you do and use anything that can erase that tattoo it will never be erase....

Pinara ko ang jeep na papuntang  Glad De Cafè. I noticed people stares but I'm not in the mood para tanungin kung anong problema nila sa buhay.

They should mind their own business...

"Miss"    I stilled when i saw her handling me a handkerchief. "You're crying miss"

That makes me froze even more..  I sighed  and get her handkerchief. "T-thanks"

She just smiled  bago bumaba. She looks like an angel on her dress plus her face also. Tila isa siyang babasaging crystal na magkamali kalang ng hawak ay mabilis itong dudulas  at mababasag.

There's a different aura in this world. A badass, softy, and many more but we are still a human that wanted to live in this world even the society dragging us down.

We made some mistakes but we're always wanted to correct it. 

" Same order parin po ba, madam?" I nodded when the cashier asked me. I think she noticed my mood too that's why she didn't even bother to ask me what happened.

She know me, when I wanted to keep it....

When I received my order I immediately went to the vacant seat.

Review is more important than what happened in the past, Riah....

I took my book so I could review hindi naman ako nabigo kaya kahit papaano ay may tumatatak naman sa isip ko.

"Hey" I lifted my chin to know where she is.

"Hey"she nodded at me before she took a seat.

"Here" my brows furrowed when she handed me a folder. "We need some waiter or cashier here. Naisip kita , so" she said.

"I'll go here tomorrow, then"  I smiled at her before nodding my head so I could Go back to our school.....

Papara na sana ako ng jeep nang may bumusinang kotse. It's not familiar tho. The car is tinted I can't see who's the driver. I was about to go to the jeep when my phone beeped.