A Dare To Be With You

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Simula

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Having a parents that into business I guess it's like okay at the same time not. Mostly they don't have enough time to be with their children. They'll say that it's for our own good but I guess children needs the love and care of their parents more than the money. Though Having a money like having a privilege of what you'll wanted to do.

Hati kasi ako e, syempre kahit sino naman gustong makaranas ng pag aalaga at pagmamahal Ng magulang gusto nila iyon makasama hindi puro ang mga kasambahay o tauhan man lang.

Seeing my younger sister sad makes me sad too. She wants to be our parents. She want our parents are present in her special day. 2 days from now it's her 18th birthday. Mom and Dad said they'll be gone for almost 1 week.

"Ate" she called me Softly looking at my school works. Tambak iyon at pinapanood nya akong mag aral dahil nayayamot daw sya. Hindi ko alam kung nabuburyo ba sya sa mga gawain ko dahil literal na tambak talaga. Pa minsan minsan ay tinutulugan akong iayos para mas mapadali daw ang gawain ko.

"Hmmmm?" I hummed softly too.

"I don't want elegant and fancy debut" she stated making my forehead creased.

"Why?"

"M-mom and dad are both busy" I went to the chair beside her and pulled her softly for a hug.

"It's that what you want, hmmm" I said while brushing her hair using "but we will celebrate it. Kahit tayong dalawa lang"

She nodded , "t-thank you ate" she smiled making me genuinely smile too.

"Ate will never leave you, you know that right?"

Nag thumbs up sya at ininom nalang ang gatas nya bago lumabas ng kwarto ko para matulog. I'll check her later after ko matapos sa essay na ginagawa ko.

It's really hard talaga kapag college kana lalo na kapag Graduating kapa. Ang daming gawain at mas pinaka mahihirap. I don't have a choice but to do it kahit hinahatak na ako ng higaan at sinasabing 'Riah, time to go to bed'.

Naalala ko dati tamad ako mag aral pero gusto ko mataas na grado kaya hiningi ko ang tulong ng aking mga magulang para motibasyon. Dinala nila ako sa mga charity events like pagtulong sa pangangailangan. Ayaw nga nila ako dalhin baka mapaano daw ako at sensitive ang katawan ko.

Sa tuwing pinag uusapan ako ang pamilya ko ay nagiging emotional. Ang alam ko lang I experienced traumatic car accident na naging dahilan ng pagkawala ng memorya ko noong bata ako.....

Iniisip ko rin kung paano ko ba maicecelebrate ang kaarawan ng kapatid ko. I want her to live freely and be happy that's what I want. Whatever it takes I'll be with her, no matter what happen.

After how many hours doing my school works ay natapos narin ako. Naligo ako at bumaba para magtimpla ng gatas, nakasalubong ko si manang na halos atakihin sa puso sa gulat.

"Sorry po manang" I bit my lower lip, sounded and acting so guilty. Damn, Riah makaka disgrasya kapa.

Bumuntong hininga sya at tumango mukhang hindi parin nakaka move on si manang. Magluluto ako bukas para pang hingi ko ng sorry.

Hawak hawak ang cold milk ko pampatulog ay dumeretso ako sa kwarto ni Lynn. Checking her if she's fine or what.

Gulo ang kama nya pati ang laptop ay nadaganan na marahil nakatulog habang nanonood sa laptop. I fixed her softly na hindi 'man lang sya nagising sa sobrang rahan.

As long as I wanted to sleep I also checked her notebooks and cellphone. Hindi naman sa nangingielam ako baka kasi may nakaligtaan syang gawin na assignment ay gagawin kona..