I do what I want!!

Chapter 1

Makayla's p.o.v

Hi my name is Makayla Ronvo. I'm 15,about to turn 16 and I really don't care much for people like that because I really never had anyone care for me. But all they wanted was sex and my body. Also drugs so I guess I really don't  have anyone to  care for me . My mom died and my dad left me so I guess I'm all alone. I have no real friends because I can't trust anyone. I tried to keep up with myself  to have money but since I'm a little too young, no one can hire me. I sell my body in order to survive. I still live in the house my mom died in. Also my family doesn't want anything to do with me.

I'm all alone...

So I woke up this morning feeling the same way as usual. when I have to do things I don't want to do, I would have to hold back the feelings and cry and not care. I have to show people that I'm strong and show them I'm not just doing what I'm doing to be a hoe, but to survive and have money and food to live.

So I took a 20 minute shower and then I washed my hair getting ready to go do what I do best. I started to flat iron my hair to let it hang. I put on a pink bra and a pink thong to match. Then I put on some hoochie mama shorts and a half shirt and when I looked in the mirror I did look pretty but I didn't feel pretty.

As I thought about how I didn't have anyone to care for me, I held my tears back to show no hard feelings. But I always prayed to God that he will make things better for me and have actually some one care for me and love me but I just know that will never happen because all these niggas ever want is my body, sex, and drugs.

I just hate doing this but this is what I have to do in order to survive.

As I walked outside I had just remembered to go get my purse and make sure everything was fit on my body. I don't use much make up because it makes me look like a Barbie doll.

So after I've locked the door and got my purse I got into the car and drove down the street and then I parked my car on the side and got out .

I had on some white hoochie mama shorts on with a black shirt on with white letters saying, "Fuck You", with a piece sign  and some black heels to match.

To myself, I feel like I'm prettier than all these other hoes out here. they put too much make up on to make themselves pretty but I just do a simple lipstick , mascara, a little eye shadow and thats it. I don't know what they be wearing.

So I walked down the street and I hear this wannabe thug tryna talk to me. Nigga please. If you don't have money, then get the fuck out my face because I'm not dealing with ya shit today. I kept walking so I could get someone to take me in and do their thing and get it over with.

So as I walked I saw Mr. Walkingston waving at me and telling me to come here to do the business we have to do. I hate coming to his house. It's so stank in there and I have to have sex with the other old men that are in the room with him.

As I walked in, I asked how much money do they all have and it was 4 of them; one man said $300, the second man said $200, the third man said he had $150, and then the fourth man had $400. "Well guy's, I guess the one who has $150 isn't getting none of me today because I need $200 from each of you. So if you want some, then you better ask yo friends for $50 more," I said. "OK, ok, ok. Can I please have 50 dollars? I'll pay you back. I promise," one of the old men had said.

So as they did their thing on me, all I could think about was how people think of me as a hoe instead of knowing the real story of me. I hate having sex with all these boys and I have to make sure they have condoms on so it could be protected sex. Before I knew it, I was done as each other the old men gave me my money I had hurriedly took a shower and counted my money to make sure I had 800 dollars. So, I put the money in my purse and fixed my clothes and hair. getting ready to leave out. As I was leaving out, the old man had slapped my ass and thought it was funny. I yelled out, "Fuck you." He replied with, "anytime."  That's when I  left out of the house without saying anything else. As I walked down the street, I saw this cute boy, but I noticed that he was walking towards me. He said, "wassup." I nervously replied with 'hey.' The boy kept talking and said, "So I've heard things about you and I would want to know why," he exclaimed. "Why, what?" I sassily replied. The boy answered back with,  "Why are you doing this? I know there's some back ground story." I was slowly getting aggravated. "Why should you care? You don't even know who I am! Matter of fact, why should anyone care about me when all they want is sex from me?", I shouted out.

"Well excuse me lil mama but I'm not saying that I should care,  but I was asking", the boy defensively answered.

"Well do you really wanna know since you right here?" I asked trying to get him to hurry up.

"Well, sure because all I know there is a back story."

" But since you care so much about my back story of why I'm doing this, then I'll just give you a short answer; I have no one." After telling him, I say,

"Are you happy now?"

"Sure you can say that", the boy replied. "

Well are u just go stand here or we go do this or not. Yea come on my house right here. We started walkin into his house but it was actually nice in here.

As he started to take my cloths off I started to take his off . he pushed me on the bed and started to get on top of me. He was kissing all down my stomach starting from my lips to end below my stomach. The slightest touches made me moan softly. As he started to put his finger inside me in and out I started to cum every where. He started to put his tip to my entrence and thats when I stopped him by saying at you goin to put a condom on? As he went and hurriedly to go get one I had sat up waiting on him and think about did he have any money .

He came back and pushed me Bach down and took my bra off to expose my big titties. He just stared at them thats when I spoke and said what . you act like you never seen a bitch before. Thats when he started again and then he made sure he had on his comdon and then he started moving in and out of me . I kept moaning and that's when he went faster and harder. We didn't break eye contact at all ....I started rolling my eyes in the back of my head because it was so good. This was the best I ever had ..thats when he fliped me over and started lay on the back of me and then I got him off of me and I slid myself down to his manhood and took off the condom and then I put his man hood in my mouth .

As the cum started coming out I sucked it all out until there was no more .

As we was done I asked him where was the shower so I could clean of my body. when I got out I looked around to see where he was so I went in the living room and saw him sitting down on his couch smoking a blunt. When he looked up at me I started to speak and said, "Well, do you have my money?"

"Yeah."

"Then where is it", I said in a concerned voice. He gave me a whole stack of money that could last me about a month if I don't spend it too much. I thanked him as I started to walk out.