I do what I want!!

Chapter 2

* That's Makaylah to the side *
As I went to my car I saw someone walking towards me so I stood there . it was the same guy who gave me a stack of cash.

He grabbed my arm and turned me around I look at him like he was crazy. I snatched away from and looked into his eyes . his eyes was red and puffy. I could tell that he was high. He looked at me and grabbed me and dragged me into his house while I kept fighting to get out of his reach but he was pulling me to hard.

As he dragged me into his house all the way in the room. I kept fighting and saying why are you doing this to me . as he pushed me back down on the bed I kept trying to get him off of me but he was to strong . next thing you know I got punched right in the face I was bleeding . as he raped me he didn't put on a condom at all .

Please. father .god. please. I kept a saying and crying at the same time and I said each word between when I was crying. I felt so weak I couldn't wait until this is over so I could go home. Now I know not to let them get high as I know what around me. And I'm surprised I don't do drugs.

As he got off of me I was so glad . when I got up to walk out the door. He told me to come here so he could slap my ass. I just stood there and looked him like he was crazy.

Didn't I say bring yo ass here bitch. He said in his mad deep voice tone. As I came over to him he told me to turn around so he could slap my ass. I did as told to get it over with. As I started walking to the door he said did I tell you to leave hoe. Answer me when I'm talking to you he said to me.

Um... No I said polite and a little scared.

Then you leave when I say you leave.

O.o.ok I said.

You may leave now he said in a calm tone

Ok as I started walkin towards the door. After I closed the door behind me I walked fast to my car and drove home.

As I got home i went into the shower. After I got out I put on my blue and purple sweat pants on then a purple shirt to match and then my bedroom shoes. I combed my hair . when I was done with everything I bust out in tears because of what just happened.

I really wanna stop this I hate being something I'm not which is a hoe. I guess tomorrow is my last day hopefully.

I counted my mony to see how much I made. I made $1,100 . and I still have the money from before so I have at least over $2000. Tomorrow is my birthday and I'll just go out and have a party on the streets. All of that won't help me solve anything but im turning 16. Ive been dropped out of school so im living the streets. Won't no body tell me what I can and can not do around here cause I got mt self.

It was getting late outside . I went to Mc Donald's that was around the corner. When I got there I ordered :

1. Two double cheese Burger

2. Larges fries

3. Two packes of cookies

4. A medium sized sprite

I gave the lady the money and started speeding off down the street to go back home

As I got done eating my food I had called Jamal over . he was like a friend but a sex buddy.

I didn't wanna have sex today I just wanted to see him . he was ten minutes away. As he called back and told me to open the door I did.

Wassup lil mama, what chu need.

I just wanted to talk and see how u been doin.

So have you been fuckin other bitches besides me.