As you already know, I am Light Yagami, also known as Kira. I still try to kill criminals as many as I can, but without getting caught. I cannot live with the regrets that I'll have after I get caught. Im not mad at myself for what im doing, I'm making this world a better place. The cops shouldn't go that crazy, im picky with who I kill, I wont kill no one that's been inocent. I only kill people who destroyed other's lifes, cuz they don't deserve to stay on this earth anymore. So im taking that as my job.
As a criminal, i shouldn't fall in love. It's patethic, boring. It's also the fact that I may be vulnerable over her, and I hate being controled by other people. But I broke this rule, I falled for a girl. She is the most beautiful girl i''ve ever seen. Long blonde hair, hazel dirty eyes, and that sweet smile drives me insane. That's why I hate being in love, all those little things that make her special make me love her even more.
I met her a couple days ago, at college. She is the only girl that talks with me there, the rest of them are obsessed over bad guys. We get allong pretty well, but I don't know if she feels the same for me, cuz she talks with other guys too and seems sweet to them as well. But I will take care of that later on, I am waiting for the perfect moment to ask her out. I already planned this out, summer afternoon, me holding her hand walking besides the sea, with her pastel pink dress barely touching her knee, and her favourite song playing on in slowed version. Where did I take all this shit from? A magician never reveals his secrets but let's say I got my hands on her journal. I know her more from her journal than what she told me about herself. I take it after she leaves the school, but only on fridays, cuz she usually forget it there on fridays. Then I take it home and read it on my bed with all that thoughts crossing my mind again. I know her fears, her past, her low points, her breakdowns, all the guys she hooked up with, her passions and her feelings. Even more if I'm being honest, but i'll keep that to me for now. She writes everything in that journal, every cute cat she sees on her way home, every gossip she hears from her friends, every sweet she ate that she feels guilty for. I still didn't found anything wrote about me on that journal, witch is weird cuz all the guys she talks to are in this too.
I am pretty much in control of what I say around her, but I don't know for how long is this gonna last... My only issue now is spilling something from her journal to her, cuz if she finds out I take it, I won't have any chance with her. So this is why I wanna ask her out early on.
