I sat silently, mysteriously in the class, staring off into space and sat deep in thought. Muttering and gossip surrounded me. It was great sitting there, well, some may think anyway..
For some people, drama is the only good thing about school, however, those people just feed off of it and interfere. Similar to how witches feed off emotions. We're all beings living in this world. We're both non-human, so what makes us so different?
So many questions.
Magical girls are known to spread hope across the world, whilst witches spread despair. It all balances out eventually, that's what the law of cycles say anyway.
No one remembers that girl.
Why is it me that has to suffer? Everyone in this class is going about their lives, however, I'm the only one that remembers. Fascinating you may think but for me, its eternal suffering.
Everyday is a day closer to death, its the same for everyone. But for us magical girls, we know our fate unlike normal humans. Of course, there are many who die before they reach their fate. It's a waiting game for us.
Instead of having fun with our lives we are forced to fight in the shadows. But we agreed to that so we have no right to complain. None of us fully looked into the terms before becoming magical girls, so we have no one to blame but ourselves.
It's not our fault we get dragged into this mess. However, our fate has already been decided and nothing other than a miracle or wish can change such things. Those things might sound unimaginable but trust me, miracles and magic are real.
But of course you mustn't forget about the terms before you enter a contract.
That's a trick every girl should know.
I look intensely at my ring containing my soul gem. Its cloudy. Miserable even. Some magical girls say that soul gems can represent your emotions. Maybe that's just a rumour though.
They've been going around alot recently, rumours.. gossip. Words are they originate from Kamihama. I've never been though, so I cant help you there.
The school bell rings loudly.
Alot of people judge me for what I did.
People are quick to judge.
They dont know how it feels to be running through time and space again and again. They dont know the feelings of a magical girl. They dont understand the love i have.
You have no right to judge me.
Only a magical girl has that right.
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Homura Akemi ~ Short
FanfictionEver wondered what goes on behind the scenes in a magical girls head? Their thoughts and feelings perhaps? Well enter the contract and read this short story! Kyu~