Was it real ?

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Miya POv
When I got in the car London ass wouldn't stop taking about how good me and keon looked together and how he was looking and watching me so carefully and that he couldn't take his eyes off of me and all that blahh blahh blahh stuff because if I allow my self to start liking keon again I could fall bad and I wouldn't be able to ____ well I don't know but rule number one is to never give in and don't fall again because I'm scared that potentially I'll get hurt again and I want to be done with crying and living with the past tyler keep blowing a real Niggah up and shit like dip be with that bitch who you with im staying at dave house with London and him just to keep sane we arrive to his house in 10 min and I was exhausted and so many thoughts were still flooding in my mind but really I was hurt because at this moment I would be with tyler laughing at his corny ass and eating but it makes me more sad to say I can't even call him up about my problems because he is what caused me problems ughh I just I don't know I'm just about to go to sleep so I can stop think _____________________________________ I woke up out of my dream panting sweating bad and screaming. London ran in the guess room I was staying & asking miya are you ok. I wasn't sure of what was happening so I laid there quiet just staring into space. I could hear her saying things but I couldn't respond she went to get me some cold rags and after 10min I was ok I don't know what came over me but it was scary as hell

Keon POV
It's 1:00am and I'm sitting up in my hotel room thinking about miya and her and how amazing it was to be with her tonight it brought back memories and that scared me because I don't want to hurt miya again ever because she means to much and I didn't mean to hurt her in the first but I don't think she'll ever believe me if I tell her the real story of why I had to do what I had to do but for now I need to just stick to the point on why I came in the first place

London POV
I'm worried for miya but I know her so she'll always be good but she's going threw a lot all in one day so I decided me and miya going to have a girls day out tomorrow like old days how it use to be (picture of How London and Miya use to be) and I feel bad that we could hang out so we starting out day early and going to turn tf up and it's a party that's happening tomorrow so we really go to be lite