•Love you from a distance• ~ Jaden Hossler

•Mistakes•

~the morning after~

Wow, my head hurts like a bitch. Why can't I remember anything?
I open my eyes and have know idea where I am.
I feel two arms wrapped around my waist and I then realise I'm naked. oH sHiT, I'm scared to turn over and see who it is, why do I have to be so stupid. Congrats Keira your a dickhead.
I slowly turned over to no one other than Jaden hossler. His hair fell perfectly to the side and he still slept with the pasted on cute ass smile.
Wait what am I talking about shitttt, I just fucked my ex-boyfriend.

I get out of Jadens grip and search for my phone freaking the fuck out. Once I find it I grab Jadens charger and put it on charge. I open up Instagram and the first thing I saw was TikTok room.

@tiktokroom
Caption: @JadenHossler seen kissing @KeiraGrays neck at his release party #baewatch ?!

Liked by @blakegray @AvaniGregg @MadiMonroe @QuintonGriggs 2.9 million others

Comments:

@QuintonGriggs: lol that's my fault it was a game and I low-key made them do it😬 sorry @KeiraGray and @JadenHossler.

@BlakeGray: wow we finally come back after a month leave and are already on TikTok room😂🤪

@fan: #kaden

@AvaniGregg: where did they even go last night, Jaden disappeared at his own release party😂.

@hater: what a whore
^@fan: watch your mouth bitch🙄

@MadiMonroe: not that they'll remember this in the morning 😂😂😂

~back to Keira~

And yep Madi was right I had no idea when this happened, but it looked like Quinton had us doing it in a game so I wasn't to stressed.

But now back to me being stressed over Jaden. I got out of bed and search everywhere for my under where and dress.

K: huh Jaden why do you have to Chuck my clothes when we have sex🙄

J: huh

K: oh shut your up

J: what

K: YAY found them
-I slipped on my thong-

J: woah what

K: erm yeah we kinda fucked last night and some other shit but that doesn't matter ugh why can't I do up this stupid bra!!!

J: come here

I sat on the end of his bed and he sat up and clipped my bra.

K: uhhh I feel disgusting

J: why

K: hmm idk I had cum dripping out of me last night and there's an empty bottle of vodka in the side.

J: well when you put it like that I guess

K: uhhh

J: just go have a shower

K: no I need to leave

J: why it's no big deal we slept together

K: what
-and with these next word he got my attention-

J: I mean come on it's not like it meant anything.

I didn't say anything I just nodded my head. I was hurt. Wow I may have not remembered everything but I do remember one thing. Me and Jaden confessing our love and it being perfect but like he said I guess it didn't mean anything.

I started tearing up as the flash backs all quickly came through of last nights "it meant nothing".

J: hey I didn't mean it like that I just-

K: don't, I think we both know what you mean Jaden
-I say as I quickly put my dress on and began to walk out-

J: wait keeks

K: fuck off Jaden
-I slammed his door behind me-

Avani and anthony were cuddled up on the couch outside Jadens room.

I broke down into tears knowing last night meant nothing to Jaden. He left, i lost my mum, he was there and now I let him back in for him to walk right back out. Why was he always breaking me?

Av: OMG baby

-she grabbed me and took me to the couch-

K: no I gotta go home

Av: what why what happened

-Jadens come out now clothed-

J: wait Keira we can talk about this,

Av: Oh no

K: I said leave me alone Jaden

J: baby please don't leave like this
-he teared up as everyone gathered round from the shouting-

K: one, you've left me before so now you can feel what it's like to be me and two, I'm not your baby.

J: you promised

K: yeah and 3 years ago you promised to stay

J: I-

K: like you said last night was a mistake and I can't keep letting myself be hurt by you. Every time I let you back in, you leave. I'm sick of people leaving me okay!!! Im done, I can't, I-i-i gotta go
-my voice breaks at the end as I begin to walk away-

J: keeks

K: No! Don't keeks me to try and pull that cute little stunt to think you have my wrapped around your fucking finger again. Im done, I can't ,I-we-this it's over, I'm done.

-Jaden had tears all down his face-

Blake came over to me,

Bl: I'll drive you home

-I nodded wiping tears of my face-

~Jadens pov~

I've lost hers. I've lost her forever. I stood here and just watched her walk out the door. I didn't move an inch. I've completely and utterly lost her.

Av: your a dick

Av: you have no idea what she went threw when you left. She was fucking broken.
You broke her. You broke my Bestfriend.
Jaden I believe you and Keira are forever, but you need sort out your shit and realise what you want, cause I know it's her.!

Avani was right, I ducked up bad this time and I knew I needed to fix it but the only thing I could do right now is give her space.

I went back into my room and got a notification of snapchat. I checked my year ago today's and it was me and Blake leaving Tennessee.
Wow, it's been a year since me and Keira broke up. And he I am again I finally have the good thing I needed back and I let it slip away again. How could I be so stupid?