•Graduation•

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Finally, after a long and hard year I'm finally graduating. I'm 18 now and so excited to live my own life, FINALLY.

Right now me and Avani are getting ready for our graduation 🎓. We have our caps and gowns on ready to leave highschool after all this time.

Av: I'm so excited to finally be able to do what ever we want

K: Me to, this past year has really changed me and I'm finally happy now so I'm not gonna let anything stop that

Av: yesss go you gurllll

We laugh together and continue our makeup 💄

Av: Keeeeeee!!

K: what V?

Av: I totally forgot to bring my outfit round for you release party tonight can I borrow something of yours?

K: of course u can idiot, I don't know why your asking you legit never ask when u steal my clothes,

Av: yeahhh well appreciate me being nice just for today cause your releasing your first EVERRRR SONGGGGGG!!!!

K: your way more excited then I am V

Av: WhAt!!! How aren't u excited u wrote a Frickennn song about your ex-boyfriend, your amazing I wish I was u! I mean I kinda am you a little I pretty much invented the new you...so I guess go me too....

I zoned out as Avani was talking something about the new me and something more about her inventing it but all I was thinking about was Jaden I always pictured Jaden sitting in the Front row of my graduation as I collected my diploma. I guess not tho, instead it's me writing a love song about my ex-boyfriend. I didn't think it would be this way but I guess this is the way it is now...

Av:HeYyyYyyy!!! Are u even listening to me?

....

Av:keeks...

K:what huh, hey don't call me that!

Av:It was the only way to get ur attention.

I lowered my head and played with my rings. I felt two arms wrap around my shoulders.

Av: I'm sorry I know that's what he used to call you,

K:It's fine V, it's not you it's just...weird didn't expect it to be this way, but it is and I know I'm so much better then I was 10 months ago, and I know I'm a new person but somehow this new person still has him here and for some reason I can't let that go.

I started to tear up,

Av: I know sweetie, he's always gonna be in you. You loved eachother for 2 years, you were eachothers first kiss, you lost your virginity to eachother, you two were eachothers everything, you were perfect , your heart beat for Jaden Hossler. It doesn't just go away by the snap of your fingers boo, you'll always love him and I know Jaden will always love you okay. But right now we're gonna go graduate and we're gonna release your hit of a song and YOU are gonna keep holding on tight to that love for him inside of your heart if you want to but tonight you gonna let go and we are gonna party so hard okay cause you deserve this queen. Okay now say it with me "I deserve this"!!

K:"I deserve this"

I say slowly with tears down my face, wow I'm happy I wore waterproof mascara, Avani's right I do deserve this because I deserve to be happy. So that's what I'm gonna do.

We fixed ourselves up and went down stairs, our parents took about a million pictures of us and then we were off.

~My outfit~

~Avani's outfit~

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~Avani's outfit~

~one graduation later~

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~one graduation later~

~A/n, and that was chapter 1, I know it was really long but I needed you to understand the backstory more in text. They won't be that long hopefully but if they are it's because they needed to be. Anyway hope you liked it so far, if there's anything u want me to change or improve let me know in the comments~

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