The past is the future

Family ties that bind

Barry pov:

Me and Caitlin spent the night together at star labs , we spent the time catching up and cuddling if i am gonna be honest i have never felt this time of feeling before is the feeling that i have always been feeling whenever i am around the love of my life yes Caitlin Snow is the love of my life and forever will be , i hadn't known we fell asleep till my alarm went off i turned to my side and saw Caitlin still asleep i quickly sped to Jitters and grab her , her favorite drink and pastry i sped back to Star Labs Caitlin was already awake she was sitting on the edge of the bed i walked over to her and kissed her forehead

"How'd you sleep" - I say as i sat down beside her and passed her breakfast

"Good i probably should head home before the kids wonder why i have been gone all night , thank you for the breakfast"- she says getting up i grabbed her hand and kissed it she smiled and went back home i sighed and started smiling like an idiot , after a moment of me staring into space i decided to head to the firm to find myself a lawyer , after a few unpleasant conversations i finally got one , we discussed it and i got all the necessary things the only thing left to do was get iris to sign them i quickly sped back to Star labs

Cisco , Iris , Nora and Joe was there , not even a minute iris started bombing me with questions

"Where were you , why didn't you come back home and what's in the envelope "-Iris said pointing at the brown envelope i was holding i passed it to her

"Those are divorce papers i want a divorce we would share custody of Nora , the house is yours "- I say as she opened it and read it

"Is because of Caitlin isn't it , is because of her that's why you are divorcing me , cause you are still in love with her"-Iris

" I don't love you anymore , when Caitlin died i lost myself and what was worse i left my children , my kids they needed their father and i left them , every moment they needed someone i was not there , but what did i do i was so broken and lost that i went back to you i should have never , the only reason i stayed with you is cause of Nora , so let us cut the crap we both know that you have been having an affair and i am done with you and your shits "- i say then stormed out of the star labs ...

Caitlin pov:

I left Barry at Star labs, and headed back home when i got home the kids were in the living room , Calvin reading a book , Blair drawing , Brody and Cathy playing video games , when i walked in Calvin got up and greeted me

"Should we be worried that you didn't come home last night?"-He asks as he hugged me

"I'm okay don't worry"-Caitlin

"if you say so "-Calvin

"Anyway we are gonna go to base to train we see you later dinner?"-Blair

"Okay take care , are Brody and Cathy not coming?"-Caitlin

"They have too many school work "- Calvin said dumping the twins bags infront of Brody and Cathy , i chuckled and my eldest twins went off with Sara to train , while the two did school work i spent time in my room and read a journal i brought back from Star Labs i read through my different entries , and noticed that some of the pages there still some doodles , it was either Blair or Calvin's i smiled at the sight of the different doodles my kids put in my book , after reading a few pages Barry appeared in front of me

"Barry what are you doing here "- i say as i quickly stood up from my bed and closed the bedroom door

"I wanted to see you "-Barry

"Barry we can't be sneaking around, especially since you are still married to iris and our kids are just downstairs , which reminds me how did you get here without them seeing or hearing "-Caitlin