The past is the future

Babysitting

Calvin pov:
After a good nights rest we headed back to the city, Damon drove us this time and when we got back it was night time , we dropped Kira off first

"Damon this isn't the way to my apartment "-I say as I noticed we were going the other way

"Exactly Snow , we are going to the bar cause you buddy have a problem a girl problem "-Damon

"We can't get drunk "- Calvin

"I know but I figured why not "- Damon , I sighed and he drove us to the bar , he parked the car and we went in , we sat down and he got us both drinks

"So you love this girl?"- he asks

"Yeah but like I messed things up like always "- I say taking a sip of my drink

"I'm gonna take it as Kira probably lecture you already about this "- Damon

"Yup "- Calvin

"You seen it all Calvin , your past lives , who you fell in love with everything you seen it , my only advice for you is that live in the moment "- Damon

"Since when were you wise"- Calvin

"i've been in love , it's painful , pointless , and overrated "- Damon

"You were in love once?"- Calvin

"I'm in love with a women that i can never have. The point is i I was in love with her and its driving me crazy . I'm not in control. I had to stay together to protect her and she wants me to be the better man which means i can't be who i am , what i'm trying to say is you love her you love her , you may be polar opposites but what can u do about it ? In relationships there are ups and downs and is always gonna be hard but you love that person you do crazy things for them and at when you hit rock bottom you say things to each other that you don't mean but if is meant to be you get out of that rock bottom together"- Damon

" you really have alot of words don't you "- Calvin , he chuckled we finished our drinks and he drove me to my apartment it was already midnight , damn we had a long time in the bar , he dropped me off and i went in the building , i was outside of our door i sighed and unlocked it i walked in and walked to our bedroom slowly , i opened the door and see her under the sheets i placed my bag gently and sat near her , she was wearing my shirt i stroked her hair gently and she began to stir , she opened her eyes

"Calvin"- She asks

"Hi love"- I smiled

"Your back"- she says sitting up , i took her hand and kissed the back of it

"I'm back "- Calvin

"i missed you look what we talked about the other day what we said ..."- she was starting to stutter , i pulled her close and embraced her i kissed her head

"Shh lets not talk about what happened "- as we pulled away

"But..."- Mia , i cut her off

"Mia smoak queen i love you and i will always love you i know these past few months things had been different and i'm sorry , i have not been myself and i shouldn't have let it affect us, things start to deteriorate and i couldn't help it , all these things that had been happening i thought that the universe was preventing us from being together but you know what no one tells me how i live my life no one tells me who i love especially the universe , let's live in the moment and not worry about what happened in the past and what could ever happen in the future "- Calvin

"I love..."- I cut her off by clashing my lips to hers I placed my hands on the sides of her cheeks and pulled her closer to me she placed her hands on my wrists I could feel her smile into the kiss , things started to get heated fast every emotion we had for each other was in that kiss the pain , happiness everything I start to trail kisses down her neck and well you know what happens next ...