𝐀 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒊𝒏𝒆

Gojo held my hand loosely, just like his hold on my heart and many other girls' hearts. I wasn't someone special. I'm so stupid to think that maybe I could be the one to change him from these playboy roots. No matter how hard someone tries to change someone, they won't. This is Gojo's choice to stay the same.

I'm a fool. That has an even foolish soulmate. The universe sure is certain to create this painful love.

Even though I knew it would have been easier to leave then and there but I didn't. Instead, I carried on down this destructive path. "Where are we going next?" I asked to know if my brother was really the one who planned the whole date. Would Gojo have put the effort to do this if it wasn't for my brother? "Another secret," he said with a hint of amusement as he glanced over his shoulder at me.

Forcing a smile when our eyes connected and just when I turned to look away from him. Gojo stopped walking in the middle of the street, causing people to curse us. "Why do your eyes look sad?" Gojo asks as he places a hand on my cheek, but I turn my head. "I was just thinking how lonely Geto is without a soulmate while I'm here with you" the lie was so easy to say, just like he can easily flirt with every girl around us.

"He'll find them soon enough" he gave me a reassuring smile. I nodded my head as we began moving again. Instead of having my head in the clouds with unrealistic fantasies, I concentrated on Gojo's behaviour. A smile to this girl and a wink to another. That was about four girls now, whose faces had lit up red like a traffic light.

There was nowhere to ignore it at this point. Every smile and wink he gave a girl caused another crack at my heart.

"You don't have to smile at every girl that walks past", I muttered under my breath in annoyance, but he heard. "I'm just being friendly," Gojo said with a smirk on his face. Rolling my eyes at his friendliness, lies. "Is someone jealous?" He questioned as he looked at me with excitement while I just pushed his face away from mine.

"I'm not the jealous type, but you better start smiling at the boys as well. Otherwise, they might feel left out," I said as a smirk grew on my face. Patiently I waited for his response, but instead of answering with words, he did with answers as he smiled at a boy. Which led to some boys waving back.

Interesting. Gojo will take this lie of him being friendly to his death bed, I guess. But maybe he was telling the truth. Shaking my head, stop. I can't fall for his tricks. I know he's been flirting, but what if he swings both ways.

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Eventually, we arrived at a restaurant. I was right. Geto, my brother, did plan this date. Gojo had no involvement, and I knew that because this was my favourite restaurant. Thank you, brother, but the company is lacking today. "My favourite restaurant", I mumbled as I looked at the sign while Gojos eyes were watching my reaction before a soft smile appeared on his face.

"Come on, let's go inside," he said as he dragged us inside, where the host was waiting for us. And of course, it had to be a girl, a smirk soon stretched out on Gojo's face while I rolled my eyes at the boring routine. I didn't catch a word they were saying, and I was thankful for it because I would probably be broken on the floor like a piece of glass. Shattered to pieces.

Am I a ghost that he doesn't even say when he's around other girls?

"Come (Y/N)", he called out to me as if I were a dog. Is he serious right now? I felt a tick at my forehead, but I was ready to walk towards the outstretched hand after a few deep breaths. I hate people who make scenes out in public, so I wasn't going to be one of those people now. However, once we are alone. His ass is dead.

My hand tightened around his if I let go; I knew that one of the many girls that had their eyes on him would immediately latch on to him. I'm just the normal fish in the sea, nothing special, it seems. Not even to my soulmate. He gave every girl the same treatment. All I wanted was someone to call me special and love me only. But that was just a child's thoughts, I guess.

Both of us sat down at the table where we were given our menu; however, it seemed Gojo had gotten a little extra. A small piece of paper. Rolling my eyes as I glanced over the menu. "What are you thinking about, my soulmate?" I wanted to vomit when he called me soulmate because that no longer had any personal meaning. Closing the menu, my eyes connected to his as I crossed my arms.

"What was that piece of paper she gave you?" I questioned as he scratched the back of his head with a nervous laugh. "It was just a napkin", he lied straight to my face. My eyes narrowed on him until the waitress appeared once more. Making the atmosphere between us tenser. "What would you like to order?" She asked politely as her eyes were focused on Gojo. Sure they both were to blame, but I could care less about her. This was all his fault.

That fuckboy. I was right on the first day I met him.

We both ordered our food and drink as she scrambled down the items quickly before giving us a kind smile. She was cute, and it seemed Gojo noticed. "If you need anything, come to me," she said while making eye contact with Gojo. I knew exactly what she meant by that statement, and he knew it too. He licked his lips while he watched her walk away to help another table.

"I'm really stupid", I mumbled, and this time, he was too distracted to hear a word I said. His eyes and mind were preoccupied with someone else. My eyes turned to the window, where I watched all the happy couples come out to taunt me. "One day, we could be like that", Gojo said as his attention finally had time to be on me. His so-called soulmate. At this rate, we were going to be nothing like them. A sigh escaped me as I turned my head to the waitress on her way back with our food and drinks.

"Here you go," she said as she placed them gently on the table, but before leaving, she whispered into Gojo. To act crazy or to not. Honestly, I was fed up with this. The waitress left but not without a swing of her hips to keep the white-haired male on her.

"I'm going to the bathroom", I spoke loudly as I slammed my hands on the table. His eyes widened at my actions as everyone's eyes turned to me. "Need me to come with you," Gojo asked with a smirk while I just gave a disgusted look before shaking my head.

"I don't need you."

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Once I was alone, I broke down. The mask I had worn most of the night fell as the delicate tears slowly dropped from my eyes to the floor. My back leaned against the toilet door before pulling forwards and slamming it on the door. "I'm an idiot to believe anything he says."

Taking my phone out as I quickly call the one person who could get me out of this. "Hello", his familiar voice entered through the phone. I took a deep breath, but it didn't work as I broke down in tears. "(Y/N) what's wrong?" my brother demanded as I attempted to wipe away the tears.

"I want to go home." I managed to say as I heard him let out a frustrated sound before hearing the sound of keys shaking.

"I'm sorry. I knew he would fuck up, but I thought. I hoped he would have changed for you."